With almost one week passed since Baby's death , the whole family starts to get over it ( of cos not totally forget about him luh ) . He's always with us , in our heart , and always will be . Each and everyone of us in the family still feel his presence even though he's not physically with us . =)

Back to my camp stuff , FINALLY WE'RE OUT OF THE HAND OF THE FARKING IRRITATING BRAINLESS IDIOTIC AND BITCHY ENCIK !!! Immediately after commander of my division talked to him about our stuff , he decided to back off whatever things that got to do with us , reason is , someone complained to commander about that Encik , yeah !! WE'RE FREE !! Nothing can be better than this seriously . We have more freedom , need not see his pathetic face , and most importantly , out of his control ! 

BABY BOTAK ALREADY !!!


Finally baby gets what he want , a NEW HAIRCUT !! 

TRIP TO SCIENCE CENTRE WAS 
CRAZY ! 


Its been sooooo long since i last stepped into science centre , and its fun to be back . Thinking that it won't be boring , but after so many years , it proves me wrong . New facilities and new discoveries just make this trip a enjoyable and interesting one . Although the weather was not that good yesterday , we try to make it as fun as possible , indoor .

Spend the entire afternoon in there , playing around with science ands watching the movie at Omni Theater . I can say , i'm impressed by the movie . its about Van Gogh , a famous artist back in the 18th century . Well , become so artistic all of the sudden .

I can say , i really enjoyed yesterday with Adi . Dinner at Fisherman's wharf , although we ate at a very late timing , and walking all the way to Bugis is fun . With laughter and jokes all around us , we just can't stop entertaining each other .  Pictures will be up soon as soon as Adi send me the pics . Till then , See ya all !!

I'M BACK TO BLOGGING PEOPLE !!

Finally i can blog like usual , thanks to Shuan who taught me how to change the setting , sorry for being a nooby ,  Hopefully with more picture and more things to write about .

Well , as 20th of september is getting nearer and nearer , me and Adi is getting more excited about it . Cos it will be the day that .......WE'RE GOING TO SCIENCE CENTER !! Since he got 2 free ticket from hi company and i'm off on that day , might as well not waste it . ( Seriously i wish the ticket can be changed to ' free entry to flyer ' instead of science center . And for goodness sake i don't remember when i the last time i last step into that place , to learn about science stuff and those fanciful stuff to kids . WOAH ~ WOAH ~ Why like that huh teacher ? Why that electricity don't look like the one at home one ar ? Hmm , thats what i do during primary school day .

And with my new lappy ( err i think its one month old , so not sure whether is it new ) , i camwhore more than usual without anyone knowing . Well thats just me .


I LOVE MYSELF more than anyone else does !


A picture for people out there who secretly admire me , ya you Adi !!

WHATS WRONG WITH BLOGGER ?!? I CAN"T UPLOAD PHOTO !!

It been nearly 3 week since i know Adi the chicken little . And its feels like month . Understanding each other , give in to each other , thinking about each other etc... God just love to play prank on people seriously , but i'm loving it !! The more you hate the thing , the more they give it to you . But well , things happen for a reason . And the reason always remain unknown .

Many would think that a Malay and chinese can never work out , be it religious view or skin colour . But seriously , its all about giving in and understanding . He's fine with me being a taoist , and i'm fine with him for not eating pork . All it require is , understanding . At least Adi tried to , despite of his busy schedule of Takwando and work , he tired very hard to fork out time to accompany me . To shop and to eat .

Today was just another day that he never failed to make me smile . He actually remember the things we've done from the first day we met till now . And he jot it down on the note pad that i bought for him . And i happened to read it just now before we went home , and its very sweet to see someone making the effort to jot down every single sweet moment that we had .

And , in order to make me happy , he bought the sticker of "alvin the chipmunk " for ez-link card . I remembered that i told him before , sweet things don't come with expensive stuff , even cheap stuff can come in handy if you use it at the right time . Aku Cinta kau !



Cute ? yes . Fat ? No !!

Life goes on , from stage to stage . I'm facing a new stage of my life now , which is serving the nation . I'm restricted to do a lot of things . Like working , shopping on weekend etc . Basically my weekend is burned , my week day i'm just stuck in camp . Don't even feel like going out on my off day . 3 days morning shift off 2 days , 3 day night shift off one day . Its like so crock up luh . How i wish they change to work 24 hours off 2 day as soon as possible .

And after my failure in the previous relationship , i'm gonna start a new one soon . I sure most of the people out there have different view towards me . But , what i have to say is , i don't owe anyone a explanation , i'm just plainly lazy to explain most of the things . So , either you curse me , or give me your blessing . ^^ .

Arg ~ today my plan just totally ruin !! Supposing me and Adi are catching ' Drag me to hell ' . After checking all the timing online , we decided to watch at 8pm . Wen we were bout to buy the ticket , the staff just tells us that the last show is at 4.50pm , and the one at 8pm is for private screening . WHAT THE FISH !! The website is not accurate luh ! So angry and sad a the same time luh . We were so eager to watch that movie , and have been talking about it since last friday . Arg ~

SOON , REAL SOON . 10TH JULY !!!

Seriously do i look like a chipmunk ?

Thanks to my sayang Adi , i got new nickname . like WTH !!!

Just woke up , at such an hour . Haha . Insomnia again i guess . Many thought running through my head for the past few day . Am i making the right choice ? Things are totally different from what it use to be . I can't believe things would turn out this way and make you change so dramatically . You are no longer the one i used to know , the cheerful and truthful person . Everything is my fault . I deserve all the punishment . But why would you go overboard on certain thing which is unnecessary ? and fyi , i don't message you just for the sake of message . I want to earn your trust back , but you don't give me the chance to .

Making life difficult is very easy . Just find fault in whatever i do , and thats what you are doing now . Everyone have their limit , me too . Why won't you just let me off ? I'm sick and tired of you picking on me . Seriously . I have bring myself down and apologize , cos i know i've done wrong . What more do you want ? All you think is about effort , but have you thought of the TIME needed for the effort to be seen ? You expect someone to change within 2 days ? 3 days ? a month ?

Paranoid , you have it , and i have it too . why ? Because we CHOOSE to . I understand you think a lot . But why won't you just forget the past and move on ? I've already made the effort to move on , do you ? Maybe just , its just that i never notice it . Standing at the same spot and don't move on leads you nowhere , neither it do you any good .

I've repeated all these things over and over again to you , be it on the phone or via sms . Listening to it , i leave it to you . I don't have the right to decide for you . No matter what , just give me an answer , to end it or continue walk this path with me .

Things changed alot , badly . I've screwed my relationship up . Now , we're giving each other time to cool down . After so many thing happened , i found out what is true love . Someone you think about every minute every second , someone you can do without with , and its my Mel . I can't stop thinking of you , can't stop thinking of the things we've done , both good and bad .

5 months ago , we start knowing and chatting with each other , via msn chat . I know i've made a wise choice . Cos its the start of a true love . No one can imagine how much we've done , How far we've gone to . Your birthday celebration , Christmas day , New year eve , valentine's day and my birthday . We spend all these important and romantic days together . We made a promised to each other that we gonna spend all these special event over and over again .

Its very hard and unbelievable for your parent to accept me , but eventually they did , and i am so glad and happy about it . They don't mind me staying over your house over long period of time , They don't mind me using facilities of your house . I still remember i always asked you to help me with this and that , like a maid . ^^ .

Now , its hard to get back that kind of feeling . With both of us busy with our own stuff , we hardly meet up , let alone staying at your house . I miss Niao Niao ,i miss your parent , and eventually i miss you . For the past one month , i know i've done the biggest mistake in my life . I can never forgive myself too . I hate loneliness , i always want to have somebody to be there for me . But this time , i sunk too much with one of my good friend . I confessed after you found out from your friend . I admitted , its all my fault . I've no one but myself to be blamed . Sorry isn't enough , action shall prove my sincerity and give me time yeah . Maybe this week of cool down period allows me to win your heart back . I want the old Mel Mel , whom laugh when i talk , whom care for me 24/7 . I'm really sorry and hope we can get back like we use to be . Its hard , but at least we try .

P.S , Mel I Love You .

woooo ~ Finally i'm dropping down to PES C L2 . Which mean , R.O.D lo !!! No more re-service after this two year , no need to attend IPPT from now on , and most importantly , no more exercise !!!

5 month of being together is not hard to most of the people out there , but for me , its quite difficult . For a person who can't settle down , now he finally did it . 14th of December 2008 , the day when we begin . love you .


* Lastly , happy birthday to my boy-friend , Alan Choo !!! Enjoy your day to the fullest , and happy 2 years knowing you !!

When there are no problem , everything is fine . When problem comes , its like tsunami , non stop . He's confused now , of what to do and how to do . Too many problem just come at a time , financial problem , family problem , health problem , and many more . Seriously , my pay can't support myself already , lets alone helping my family .

His health is like usual , from bad to worst . and now , worst than worst . Headache , slight fever , flu and cough . Everything just come at a shot . He can't sleep at night , cos it will cause headache . He can't sleep in the afternoon , cos the weather will cause headache too . If he don't sleep , headache will come too . Anyone can teach him what to do ? If eating 6 extra penedol can't help , i don't think there's any other way already . He's in a state of desperate to find out what's wrong with him actually .

And his backache show no improvement . I'll be taking my slipdisc result in a few weeks time , to see whether he need a operation or not . How he wish he can just go for the operation if it can really cure him , cos backache is not as easy as you all might think .

And he'll be seeing specialist for his issue on hisheadache on the 21st of May . Hope everything is fine . WIsh him luck everyone . And , i can't smile for the time being . Don't ask why , his temper will be very hot for the pass few weeks till ' everything ' ends . It like this , and always like this .

He don't wanna give up , and he will never give up . He won't cry , and he will never cry . This is the path that he chose , and he have to walk every step , be it stairway to hell or heaven , he made the decision for every steps .

*Thanks for being there for me . really appreciate it alot . Loves mel .

Been so busy recently , with my temple having grand celebration on the mid may , which will last for one week, and my sucky schedule in NS , i have lesser time to spend with my love one . Really felt so bad and miserable without love one beside me . And meeting my dear is what i'm looking forward to everyday .

And i finally got my left ear pierced , after saying it for a long time . Finally i got a picture of my piercing after so many time of trying , but i still look ugly in the pic , cos of my pimple outbreak . ARG !!!

Sorry sorry sorry , Never meant to show my anger to you .

Sorry sorry sorry , never meant to show attitude to you .

Sorry sorry sorry , promise i will watch the movie with you . Bleah .

OH MY FREAKING GOD . My actual age is actually 16 instead of 20 !!

Anyone beg to differ ? Leave me a comment .

And for goodness sake , yesterday was the Earth Day but the lights in my camp were still bright on and everyone were busy charging their phone and PSP . What the hell ~

Went to watch this movie with Andrew in the late afternoon . Well , the only nice part is when they fight . The story line is kinda predictable and simple . For the whole show , i think Zhou Ren Fa is the center of attraction instead of the lead actor , Justin Chatwin . I'll rate it 2 out of 5 stars . ^^ .



Paul Blart : Mall Cop . This will be the next movie i'm looking forward to . And also Confession of a Shopaholic .

To Mel Mel : we shall watch this together yeah . I know this week will be a busy week and a stressful week for you . But i'll be there for you no matter what . I'll try my very best to accompany you throughout this chaotic weeks . Loves ya .

See my sunburn on my face ? It damn red can , just like the crab .Heehee . Went swimming with Andrew today ( He does look like Ponsak alright ) at Chinese garden area . Saw Darren and Jia Yan at the nearby coffee shop . It like i tend to see them whenever i go . Haha , so coincident can ~



Thanks to my sun burn , i has to buy this lotion . For my entire body luh . Wish me luck in recovering . ^^ .




Oh ya and i bought this notebook/diary from Artbox at Jurong Point . It nice can . Me and Mel had the same design .

Wooo ~ Since Li Ting asked me for a wish list , I SHALL NOT HESITATE !!! Haha . Basically , no matter what you all buy , i'm happy lah ~ LOL . Its the heart that count . And , with you all spending my birthday with me is contented , present is just another bonus to add on to my joy .

Oh ya , if Li Ting you wanna celebrate together , tell me before hand yeah , like that we can plan where to go etc . Most probably we wil go to some high class restaurant for dinner or rather , some high class place to enjoy ourself just for that day . Wahahahaha .

The sky is freaking dark now !!! And i think some part of Singapore is raining now . Can imagine the fire fighter in SCDF , shaking legs , enjoying themselves and laugh . " Put out fire ? Where got time ~ Let the rain do the job lah ~ "

The PSP Slim that i got from Mel Mel !!! My valentine's day present . It consist of several music video , like ' Nobody ' ( I want nobody , nobody but you *clap clap* ) and several game , like ' The Family Guy ' , ' Final Fantasy crisis core ' , and the bloody ' Patapon ' . ( you know this game is damn irritating Mel Mel , sooner or later i'll delete this game without you knowing , humph . )



And in the above picture are Mel Mel and Niao Niao . Why name it Niao Niao leh ? Its because it reflects Mel Mel's personality . Wahahaha . Niao Niao's birth place is at Jurong Point Basement 1 . Bought it the day before Valentine's day , and can you all imagine i carried this fat bear all the way from Choa Chu Kang to SengKang . Seriously its much more bigger than it looks . It actually a 4 year old child's height . so cute right ~



Lastly , we both are addicted to ^ . MACARON !!! especially the one from CEDELE , Located at basement 1 of Raffle City . I swear to god its the best i ever had . ( Compared to Bakezin ) Is really worth it price ( $2.50 for a piece ) . It just melt in your mouth and your mouth will be filled with the aroma . we have tried violet , strawberry , coffee and chocolate . Its simply heaven . You people should try it too . 8 more flavours to go !!!


76 days .
1824 hours .
109 440 minutes .
6 566400 seconds .

And still counting .....

FInally i ended my precious 3 month in CDA as a recruit !!!

During this 3 month , many thing happened Other than training ( Which i never attended since my 2 weeks long MC ) and those boring lesson . Firstly , i get to know Mel Mel . Secondly , I get to spend many important event with him . Example , his 21st birthday , Christmas day , Chinese New Year , and last of all , VALENTINE'S DAY !!! Soon , my birthday !!!

And i swear to god , this Valentine's day is the best i ever had . I got a PSP slim from him !!! And we adobted a child , we name it Niao Niao . LOL . ( Picture will be update . )

Thats all about it . LOL . I know its short but enough le lor ~ Will update more lah people ~ Tomorrow will be a new day for me at my new vocation , INFO COMM !! CIAO !!!

This new year will not be a good year for me . I knew it . Quarrel , breaking of bowl , dropping of things etc . I need to find ways to change my luck this year . Most probably this is the worst starting year i had in my entire life . 2009 , fcuk off man .

Boo ~ Finaly i'm back from camp after a straight full weeks ! Phew . the moment i'm out of camp , relieved man . After one week , many thing changes . My dog grown fat , my mum grown fat too , my sister changed her hair , and last of all , my Mel grown fat too !!!

Was loitering at town yesterday , afternoon with Mel , and night with my sister . Went to Nana Thai for lunch and he accompanied me to walk to Bugis for praying stuff . And he don't mind it . Haha , so happy . Went La Salle to meet my sis and went to kinokuniya , well , she's craving for books , craziessss . Dinner at a small japanese restaurant at the basement of Takashimaya . And i swear that the food there is damn unique and delicious luh ~ ( MEl , yes , i'm seducing you to eat there . You'll go crazy after i post the picture . ) We shall go there next time alright . Muackzzz .

Back from a trip to sentosa treasure island . With Mel's friend , and of cos , my Mel . Its very fun , with all the people , food , photos we took , and of cos , with you . Nothing can be better than spending a day with you .

Went shopping at Vivo City with all the people , and bought a shirt fro Adida and a pair of flip flop from Newurbanmale ( yeah , its my 7th pair of NUM flip flop ) . I swear i love the colour of the Adida shirt and i look good with it ( its green for goodness sake !! )

Took plenty of photos with the people yeah . And i swear i look damn unglam without my precious hair . Even the merlion look much more better than me . Grrrr , Lion fish ~







And LAst of all , i love this the most


I miss you more and more every minute , every second . I believe that its not the first time i've been saying that . Well , I'm not tired of repeating it , and you're not tired of hearing it . ^^ .

You motivate me to move on , and you make me smile when i'm down . Your tolerance of me touches me . I treasure everything you've done , and all the littiest things we have done together . WE shall walk this path of love together , no matter how hard it is , how tough it is . Happy one month together . ^^ .


Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you , over again , I'LL NEVER CHANGE MY MIND .

Book out at 4.40pm this afternoon . Reached home at 5.10pm . Throw all my unwashed clothe and socks that i have wore for 4 days . All i can say is , shoik . Nothing can be better than this .

No physical training . No foot drill . Just stayed at the admin office for the whole week and help what i can with the paper work . Macdonald for breakfast on tuesday morning . And awful cookhouse food for the other day . Lucky canteen is there for me .

But i'm serious in all of my work , so i think i deserve all these . And for all the love , i deserve you , Mel .

Other than reporting to my dear mum every Night , you are the next one that i want to report to .

telling you how's my day , telling you all my joy and excitement during work .

Many things happened this week . Losting of my bunk key is the biggest shot on my head . I cried when my corporal show me the key . And thanks god , they found it before 5pm . It really save me from getting extra guard duty on sunday .

Thanks dear for accompany everyday . You really keep me happy everyday and motivate me to carry on each day . Love you always . One month this sunday . Next event we celebrate together , will be chinese new year , and , valentines day . ^^ .

To : Pauline

I totally understand your situation and how you feel . Seriously i don't blame you nor i'm angry . Just a little bit of disappointing . Not because of you but i'm sorta looking forward to this event . Cos it will be the first time we are meeting up after i become botak whereas you can touch my hair and LOL . But well , come to think of it , there are plenty of chance for you to do that .

I seriously don't blame you for last minute cancellation . Personally i think you are not at fault at all . I don't expect you to say " dad i'm going out with my friend , bye bye . " But you have to learn to fulfil what you have promise . Since you've already promised us it the first place , you should go with the actual plan . I know its very hard for you to make decision this time . But no other time alright . ( P.S , i'm not bias against anyone , just neutral yeah . )

I know you don't have a complete family , I have eyes to see . i do feel sad for you too . Hopefully one of the day your dad will come to enlighten before anything happen . I can't help much as this is family matter . The only thing i can do is to ' council ' you and see you progress smoothly along the path of your life .

Hope you see this post and message me and pour all your problem to me alright . Or better , meet up and talk things out . I would prefer the second option though . Because you all don't have much opportunity to meet me up as i'm busy with camp and hospital thingy .

My body condition is not that well for your info . So a simple visit will be good . ^^ .

The theme song for me and you .

My misake were made for you . ^^ .

wooo ~ Yesterday's christmas eve celebration was cancelled . How fun it is . Neither i'm disappointed nor sad . Just nothing to say . I don't care anyway . I'm just not into the environment . Neither i have the mood to celebrate . Just hope that this saturday come fast . ^^ .

This is my forth day of MC since thursday !!! Well , my back strain is recovering , so no worries yeah . Thanks for all the concern from my friends and love ones . ^^ .

And sorry for not updating mt blog yeah . Been busy listening to Ah Mel's I-Pod . Heehee . So good of him to lend me his I-pod . Will treasure it forever . LOL !!!

Took me so many days to listen to all the songs and the movies inside lo . what the F**K . It like more than 10000 songs and more than 20 TV show series inside . I wonder how can the I-Pod take it man ~ It must be cursing and swearing to kill Ah Mel . ^^ .

Alright . Ciao ~ I'm going to start paying attention to the I-Pod already . AMERICAN NEXT TOP MODEL , HERE I COME !!!

I've been abused mentally and physically for the past few day . I'm gonna call the SPCA for help !!!

If anyone sees a monkey standing beside me , don't hesitate to give him a punch . Thanks a million . ^^

P.S . I Love You .

* ( No kiss is allow to be given to him . )

Was out with my monkey boy , Shao Wei , for the past few day . Walking round singapore here and there , window shopping etc . Arcade at Jurong Point , Bubble tea at sweet talk . Awww . So fun and confortable to have him around . ^^ . He's so camwhore . Acting cute is one of his special ability . ( He's cute la by nature , everyone said that ) . Lets see how he looked like .








He can happily taking while i'm doing my things . DUH !! THANKS AR !!!!

Thanks to Wan Zhen ar ~ By photoshop-ing this photo and made me the moron of the year . Bitch ~







Last but not least , the ' blue photo ' taken at the Singapore flyer .

童年里 ，有多少美丽 ，又可爱的回忆 。

所以 ，你童年所失去的 ，或者你童年所想要的东西 ，在你有生之年 ，赶快把它找回来 。

能挽回的还好 ，但是有些事 ，有些人 ，一但失去了 ，是无法挽回的 。

就像我现在 ，写出了这一篇文章 ， 一篇埋在我心里许旧的文章 。让我开始吧 。

“ 你曾经是我第一个观众 ，也是我唯一的听众 。只有你愿意陪伴我 ，听我的心里话 。每天回到家 ，第一件事就是希望你在家 。一桌简单又附有家庭温暖的菜肴 。不需山珍海味 ，就算是粗茶淡饭 ，也是辛福 。多亏了你 ，才能把家务事处理的井井有条 。岁月的流失 ，种种的护肤品 ，再也掩盖不住你脸上微微的皱纹 。从小 ，你最疼爱我 。虽然老是和你斗嘴 ，甚自还曾经想过离家出走 。但是 ，最终我发现 ，我还是不能离开你 。

我很好 ，但是还是像以前一样 ， 臭脾气 。每当我们斗嘴 ，我心里就想 ： ” 我像极了你 。“

我还记得 ， 你经常叫我说要长大 。我就回顶嘴 ，”我已经是大人了！“ 现在我已经长大了 ，而且好像是一夜之间长大 。其实我想跟你说：”长大其实一点都不好 。“ 别人不再把我当小孩子 ，我不能随便的闹情绪 。我要对自己所做的事负责 ，也开始要对别人负责 。其实我还没准备好 ，我只是假装我已经长大了 。

你一再的提醒我 ，叫我做一个有用的人 。我很努力的完成我对你的诺言 ，帮助我周围的人 。家人 ，亲人 ， 朋友 ， 陌生人 。我带着我和你的诺言 ， 踏出这个家 。 无时无刻的提醒自已 ：”我要做个有用的人 。“ 一回到家 ，我迫不急待的想把我一天的遭遇告诉你 。我不知道我还能这样子多久 ， 因为天有不测之风云 。 哪怕一天 ，是我或者是你先走了 。 所以乘我和你还在的那一刻 ，我要告诉你 ：”我爱你 ，妈妈 。“

Was watching this movie ' 大話西遊 ' by Stephen Chou . Duration was about 3 hour as there are 2 part of it . Felt touched and learned quite a number of new things after watching it for countless number of time . The plot of this movie , the meaning behind it , the lauguage and wording used in this movie , needs to be understand not by watching this show once but after a number of time . Allow me to show and explain a few things that i've understand after watching it .

In the later part of this movie , there's a part where the lead actor had a conversation with the godness of mercy , talking about ' physical eyes ' and ' mental eyes ' . This can be consider as the theme of this movie . The lead actor ( lets call him ZZB ) , said this : " I used to use my physical eyes to see this world . But during the moment of my death , i started to use my mental eyes to see this world , and everything i've seen is much more clearer . "

(我以前看事物是用肉眼去看。但當我死去的那一殺那，我開始用心眼看這個世界。所有的事物都看得前所未有的清楚。)

Another thing i've figure out is the goldren ring ( 緊箍儿 ) that was locked on Sun Wu Kong's head . After Sun Wu kong attain immortality , the ring eventually disappeared . It is because after the journey , when Sun Wu Kong had fully grown matured , he already had a ' mental ' ( 無形 ) ring on his head , thus the physical ( 有形 ) ring disappeared. Actually , each and everyone of us had a ring on our head . this ring tells us what should we do and what we should NOT do . This ring represent the society , all the rules and the law . When one work within the rules , the ring will not appear . But when one violated the rules , the ring will starts to appear and carry out the punishment . One grow up under this ring , one time after another , learn and correct from these punishment . Till one is clear of everything , the ring will automatically disappear .

Lastly , the poem about my da ge :

自小神通手段高 ，隨風變化逞英豪 。養性修真熬日月 ，跳出轮回把命逃 。

一點誠心曾访道 ，靈台山上采藥苗 。那山有個老仙長 ，壽年十萬八千高 。

老孫拜他為師父 ，指我長生路一條 。他說身內有丹藥 ，外邊采取枉徒勞 。

得傳大品天仙決 ，若無根本實難熬 。回光內照寧心坐 ，身中日月坎離交 。

万事不思全寡慾 ，六根清靜體堅牢 。返老還童容易得 ，超凡入聖路非遙 。

三年無漏成仙體 ，不同俗輩受煎熬 。十洲三島還游戲 ，海角天崖轉一遭 。

活該三百多餘歲 ，不得飛升上九霄 。下海降龍真寶貝 ，才有金箍棒一條 。

花果山前封帥首 ，水簾洞裡聚群妖 。玉皇大帝傳宣詔 ，封我齊天極品高 。

幾番大鬧靈霄殿 ，數次曾偷王母桃 。天兵十万來降我 ，层层密密布槍刀 。

戰退天王歸上戒 ，哪吒負痛領兵逃 。顯聖真君能變化 ，老孫硬賭跌平交 。

道祖觀音同玉帝 ，南天門上看降妖 。卻被老君助一陣 ，二郎擒我到天曹 。

將身綁在降妖柱 ，即命神兵把首剿 。刀砍錘敲不能壞 ，又教雷打火來燒 。

老孫其實有手段 ，全然不怕半分毫 。送在老君爐裡煉 ，六丁神火慢煎熬 。

日滿開爐我跳出 ，手持鐵棒繞天跑 。縱橫到處無遮擋 ，三十三天鬧一遭 。

我佛如來施法力 ，五行山壓老孫腰 。整整壓該五百載 ，幸逢三藏出唐朝 。

吾今皈正西方去 ，轉上雷音見玉毫 。你去乾坤四海問一問 ，我是历代馳名第一妖 !

I have too many things to said . But so little time , and there's really no one to talk to . Pauline got her family problem . Wan Zhen got her relationship problem , and together , both of them have their result to worry about . Syamiran got his school work to worry about . And many other more though .

To : Pauline and Wan Zhen

I've to confess something to you girl . For the past few month since last year , both of you have been a very very very great friend of mine . No matter how we quarrel , how we argue , and how differently we think sometime , our friendship still remain strong and firm .

Both of you are like the pillar of my life . Friends who support me when i'm about to fall . For a friendship to be so strong and firm in just a few month is very difficult . And its easy to be said than done . But i'm glad that we've made it . Both of you have teach me alot of thing , and make me realise thing which i don't use to understand , without you all noticing it .

I always sound so offensive to both of you . making bad remarks on you both . I'm really sorry for any sadness i've cause to the both of you . Remember there's one time i've actually made Pauline cried . Nope , its twice . It really ache my heart when i finally Realize the damaged i've made to you . But trust me , i want to see both of you to succeed in whatever you both are doing . Because , you both are like younger sister to me seriously . And i need the both of you . ^ ^ .


To : Chua Zuo Yi

I believe this is not the first time saying this to you . I'm sorry . Sorry for the damaged done . Sorry for the wound i've cause to you . I've a lot to confess to you too . I wanted to leave temple at first . I don't like the feeling of seeing you giving me sad face . I'm to be blame for that . I've cause too deep hurt to you . I've tried to repent and do something , but i don't know where to start , and what to do . I'm very lost .

When my mum asked me : " where's Zuo Yi ? " I really don't know to answer . I have to give false answer to them . But i'm very happy that you are treating my mother in a respective way . I really wish i can bring you home for dinner one day , to fulfil my promise to my mother . Although we might not be a couple , but , up till now , or rather always , i still wish that we can be very good friend . Just like we used to be . ^ ^ .

This month is like so fun luh ~ and busy though . Having so many program in this month . Chalet , dinner , shopping , working etc ... Gonna make full use of this last month before i go into NS . I'll be missing damn hell lots of people . Firstly , my family , my baby . Secondly , all of my clicks and friend !!! Pauline , Wan Zhen , Yew Hui , Bi Qin all these usual bitches . My ex date and ex-es .

Chalet on the 6th and 7th of december . Hopefully will be a enjoyable one . And on the 8th all my bitches will be celebrating for me . ( waiting eagerly )

Anyone who wants to see or meet me for the one last time before i go botak , please leave a message at my tagboard and book me in advance yeah . I'll be more than wiling to meet u with you all !!

day being booked :

14 th of november , meeting Arvel . dinner maybe ?

?th of december , lunch with lil bro syamiran.

5th of december , dinner at town area with my dearest aunt .

6th of december , chalet at Tanah Merah SAFRA , organise by sis Jeanne .

7th of december , chalet at downtown east ? By Davide and gang .

8th of december , dinner with my bitches . Venue , to be confirm .

I've found out one thing recently that , one can actually influence people of his/her surrounding easily and effectively . One good example wil be ME . As each and every one of my friend knows , Nicholas is someone who is vulgar , rude , hot-tempered and rough little boy . Slowly , his close friends just happily starts to act like him . Pauline Teo Swee Lin , who is a very close friend of him , start to act the same way too . Ni Na Be* , Chee B** , Kar Ni N* , Fuc* start pouring out of her mouth , frequently and fluently . Hmm , so is it something wrong with Nicholas or with pauine ?

( P.S , I never mention Joreen Peh Wan Zhen is because naturallly , she's already a rough girl . Vulgarities are too common for her . Just like Chia Yew Hui . )

F.U.C.K !!!

Nicholas Thng Fu Jie will be reporting for his national service on the 9th of December 2008 . But he's not nervous , he's not excited . But he felt lucky .

First , it damn freaking near his place .

Secondly , Its damn slack . Because it's civil defence .

48 more days to go before i shave all of my precious hair . Duh , i'm use to it anyway .

COUNT DOWN !!!

The picture which i've been waiting for 2 years . 2 years and still counting . ^^

Went swimming in the afternoon with Joey . Booooo . Second day of swimming and tanning makes me look like a steam crab luh . shoik . Sun was not that strong yesterday . And i got my compensation today !!! Thanks heaven . LOL . Started at 12 and ended at 3pm . Tired tired tired !!

Went to Lot 1 to have lunch at the food junction while the girls are having lunch at Bukit Panjang Plaza . Feel so bad to have them waiting though . Sorry lo . Reached there at about 3.20p, while all the girls have already started choosing the colour . what the hell , and i'm the first one to complete lor . ( i'm having short hair , thats why ) .





Ended everything at 7pm . Finally . But as usual , Pauline is always the last one finishing things up . So no choice , have to wait for her . And its super boring lar . I'm like entertaining myself for the past 4 hours . Thanks to half way , Alan came and i acompany him for dinner . Well , have to force him to finish his things up . If not he wll drag and drag , end up , never ate anything . Thanks for the coke though . ^^ .

Off we go to Pauline's house after everything at Bukit Panjang Plaza . Chit Chat awhile , And left at 10pm . Sent Wan Zhen to LRT and went over to meet charles . What a day man . So many things going on . And after this F**King post , I'm going for my sleeping session !!! BED SWEET BED !!!!

Upload a new music onto my blog . Or rather a old new music ?

arrrrggg ~ what the hell i'm talking about . My eyes is hurting me after the tanning . My cheek look so swollen and it cover a small part of my big eyes ~ arrrrgggg . Help me ~

I had a sweet dream last night .

I dream that i was dead . ^ ^

Finally , get to download video from youtube and convert it to my phone . Phew . Tons of video to be downloaded .

Finally , working this month . Here come my $10 per hour's work !! I'm gonna start working like there's no tomorrow .

Finally , hungry ghost festival is over . Will not be so busy anymore . Start to chiong + outing already yeah !!

Finally , i've cut my hair . So short now like primary school kids . Soon will be botak la . So doesn't matter anyway .

Its our sister first outing to Sentosa during thursday !!! whoooo~ finally fulfil the dream of going Sentosa which made long time ago . But this time , only three people were allowed to go as i only have ticket for three . So sorry to the other three who is Bi Qin , Xin Yee and lastly , Yew Hui . Next time We shall go in a group yeah .

Meet 9am at Keat Hong station . And as usual , pauline Teo is late again . Damn it . Luckily i bought a packet of milk and a bread to keep myself occupied . She reached Keat Hong 10 minutes later , and to our surprise , Pauline looks like a aunty ~ Bitching and bitching along the way to Harbour Front MRT . Yeah Yeah . Bitching is so fun la .

Close to 10am and we reached the station . Went to look for my uncle who is holding the ticket . Took the bus in which my uncle is driving . And get to know what we can play , and what facility we should pay ( of cause those facility which need to play , we wil not touch it lah . GIAM BEN ) .

Went to the beach first , and for goodness sake , its like going to rain la . But due to my s-u-p-e-r-n-a-t-u-r-a-l p-o-w-e-r , everything goes out fine . And tann for awhile . And is really awhile okie , only half an hour i think . Went to bath and change since all of us i wet . Thanks to me pullling Pauline and Wan Zhen into the sea . V_I_C_T_O_R_Y !!!!

Walked around , took free shuttle bus around , blak blah blah . Went to see Peacock , underwater world , 4D (dimension hor not digit ) movie , Merlion blah blah blah . Its like we are new to Sentosa like that . Act like don't know what . Foreigner from MARS i think . PLAY PLAY PLAY , RUN RUN RUN , TALK TALK TALK , till 5plus . And we leave that place throught the train and went for dinner at Food Republic at Vivo City . And we met a physco la ~ Behind me . smile while eating .

Went to Page One after that . Look at bookc regarding interal design , and crap about how we going to design our room or house when we grow up . Idea just keep pouring in like rain la . And crap till 8pm plus . Went back home by taking 188 . And KO on the bus la . But was waken up by the bitches who chit chat like nobody's business . SHUT UP CAN , I WANT TO SLEEP LA !!!

HOME SWEET HOME . I LOVE YOU TECK WHYE !!! Last , PICTURE PICTURE PICTURE !!!