these are all of best of stewie...enjoy !!!

sometime..i wonder if im a flirt anot...i have quite a number of stead for the past few year...about 3 years bah...

and keep on changing and changing...sometime i feel guilty...sometime i feel nothing...

well..what for staying with someone u dun love...or the person dun love u anymore...

its totally pointless...and meaningless..its just a waste of time...each other's time...

why not give up...let go...and carry on...stop killing each other slowly...

some of my relationship...i held on tight onto it...i never let go...in the end...i give up...

am i a failure...am i a coward...am i stupid...? i dunno...and i dun wish to know...

all i know is... the next one will be better...

i ain't desperate for a relationship...all i want is someone whom i can held on tight everyday...

love each other whole-hearted...love each other deeply...

i dun care how others look at us...i dun care how ppl comment on us...

we do watever hell we want...we do watever hell we like...

on each of my relationship...i always think that yeah..this is the right one for me...

but...after a period of time...problem starts to arise...started to pop up...

my attitude...no one would understand...no one can stand it...no one WOULD WAN TO BEAR WIF IT...

i tried all my best not to be hot-tempered...not to be too emotional...

but....why dun u all put urself in my shoes and think...and imagine...

and u all will know how i feel...i wanted to vent all my anger on someone...but i stopped...

i wanted to cry because too many problem...but i stopped...

i wanted to shout out loud...but i stopped...

i wanted to punch someone...but i stopped...

i appeared appeared to be happy...but...no use...im killing myself slowly inside...

well...i solve the current problem....and next awaiting me...is more problem...

now...all i hope is someone whom i can really tell my problem to...

friends....is no more in my dictionary...friends do leave you...like some of my friends do...

when they have new companion...they will forget the old one...

and i wish these ppl to really think and think...AM I DOING THE CORRECT THINGS...?

if u think u have done the correct things...then fine....maybe u have made the right choice...

maybe u have not...and i hope...good luck to u...





to : people whom once called me friend...and people whom i called friend.......before...

my love who is out there waiting for me to spot them...i love you...

Finally back to blogging ya....able to SQUEEZE out some free time to blog...yeah...reason is because i've spending my days studying and slacking...heehee....so..a bit lazy to blog yeah...heehee..sorry people...will try to update more frequently ya...and here to update more on wat i've been doing for the past few day yeah...

have been studying wif jing da for the past few days...thanks for accompany me to study ya...although ur exam is next week and i've been bugging and disturbing u...causing u to lost concentration...very sorry yeah...so jia you for ur upcoming exam yeah...relax abit and dun stress out ya...soon the exam will be over...and the result will be all As !!! trust me and u can do it !!!

well...i cant believe that i had finish studying the whole of physics syallabus !!! oh my god...sure miss tan will be hapy yeah...and well...hope can score VERY well for my O level science bah...so that i can have good grades and go into my favourite course in polytechnic...TOURISM !!! and the cut off point is 13...grrrrrr...SO STRESS !!! and i gonna buck up for my chemistry no matter wat because our chemistry foundation is damn poor...reason is because from secondary 3 onwards...all our chemistry teacher is FUCK UP !!! imagine a teacher keep on scolding the class for the past 1 year...and did not complete the syallbus...and she expect us to score well in exam...god damn it man...well...gonna focus more on chemistry in order to score well for my combine science...AND I CAN DO IT !!!

meeting jing da to study is not actually studying at all...u know why...? i keep on moving around and wanted to go other place !!! we can actually study for less that 2 hour...and we go other place to play...well...i force him to go along...he wanted to study but i wanted to play...erm...am i over bearing...? am i too selfish.....? i think i am...most of the day after study we'll go to marina and walk around...well we both like the place yeah....haha...that place is so SEXY ~~ lol...after that we'll walk to esplanade and watch some performance...then walk towards opposite of fulliton hotel...the place with the merlion...and we will keep on joking that why merlion keep on vomitting...and u know why...BECAUSE MERLION ATE 1 WHOLE BOTTLE OF LAXATIVE !!! lame ~~~

after the merlion visiting we'll go to old market ( lao pa sar )...to have some dessert...haha...he just love strawberries so much...grrrr...and normally we would go home at 10pm plus...haha...so short but yet so fun...and one thing...WE LOVE TO SING SO MUCH !!! and i can reach some keys which he cant...yeah...but he can reach low key which i cant.....diao ~~

last few day of my hoilday i gonna stay at home and enjoy ya...not going to disturb him...haha...later he fail then come kill me...grrr...gonna blast my PS2 tilll it burst ya...play DIGIMON 3 !!! i know its kinda lame...but that game is damn bloody fucking fun k...who wanna borrow it...? 10 dollars per day !!!

video of one sweet day by nariah carey and boy ll men...enjoy !!!

well this song is nice and meaningful yeah..hope u all enjoy...its my blog song...enjoy...this song is introduce by someone..and ilove that person to sing to me....everyday...every minute...every second...


one sweet day - Mariah carey feature boy ll man

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
Cause you've flown away
So far away

Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive

And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Evetually I'll see you in heaven

Darling, I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared

And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Evnetually I'll see you in heaven

Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray

And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say

STUDY STUDY STUDY !!! been studying for the pass few day...thanks to jing da for accompanying me to study....cheer !!! yesterday went to marina area there to study....coffee bean cafe...well..cool and nice environment to study...heehe...been studying physics the whole afternoon....thanks jing da for teaching me ya...haha..really enjoy studying and out together wif him...a good joker...and a nice person...and...HE IS A MEMBER OF MY TAO NAO PAI FAMILY !!! lol...and one good thing about him...HE CAN SING REALLY WELL !!! grrr...got challenger le...finally...heehee...

after studying went around marina area....haha...went to esplanade...then to merlion...then to lao pa sar...well found a new place to slack ya...its just outsidethe disco ' babyface ' at opposite of fulliton hotel....cool place yeah...and slack till 10 plus...and took MRT home...haha..dead tired le...*yawn*...

today oso went out to study also yeah....at national library...haha first time there..and i hate the bloody lift there...cos it can see outside...awww i hate it....IM AFRAID OF HEIGHT !!! and jing da just keep on scaring me...grrrrr...oso slack around today..never study much..so sad...I REALLY GONNA SETTLE DOWN AND STUDY NO MATTER WAT !!!!

after study slack around at the same spot again...but hor..today just took very big tour around raffle place area man...but very fun yeah...sing song all the way...enjoying ourself...although its tired la...but really very enjoy...board MRT at about 10+pm bah...went home as we are tired le...haha...

gtg yeah..shall plan wat im gonna do for tml....see ya all...ciao !!!

haha finally back to blogging...and i've changed my blogskin !!! thanks to C.S ya....lol...i like this blogskin very much yeah...bleah !!! its so cute and unique...just like me !!! cool...

well...been busy wif own stuff these few days...study...temple...blah blah blah...wanted to go sun tann for the pass few day....but the weather is just so bad...no sun and more rain...can only do limited stuff nia....sian...the only day where got sun is on friday...which is the day i went swimming wiif my friend at chua chu kang swimming complex...well...the sun is not that bad ya...and saww si ying's coursin...haha they are so cute...3 of them total plus their coursin...well....after swimming we went to lot one together...ate KFC and went to arcade...well...arcade just dun suits me cos i anti arcade...haha...well..walk around and i went temple...and my friend went home...

reachtemple damn early man...about 6pm...saw the senior playing mahjong..so i watch them play..haha....laughter all around...then help ah leong uncle to prepare the things for that night...where guan yin da shi and shan de pu sa are coming down to settle things...cool...as usual...end at 11pm plus...haha...184 !! i just love to go there...cos can have plenty of food there...haha...and very seldom ah khoon kor wilol go there cos he has to work everyday from monday to sunday...can see that he's very tired..haha..so i hope i just everything from him and take over some of his job in temple bah...well...if i can cope...lol...

haha...as usual..oreded lots of food and ate till bloated...haha...then all seat around and chit chat...so fun chatting wif them..cos they will say the past and joke around...well...just learn from them as they are very experience ya...haha...and ah khoon kor...KEEP ON ASKING ME TO STUDY !!! yeah i got...everyday oso study k...haha so no worried..( well as if he got time to read my blog )....diao...

went home at about 1am plus...haha so tired but yet fun...then sleep quite early cos the next day gonna catch a movie wif my friend...zuo yi..zheng sheng and jelyn...watch men in white...haha...quite a funny show...and quite a lame one...grr...after that we walk around lot 1.....we saw yu cheng qing !!!! the one just had an acident few weeks ago...well....hes seems recover le...haha...god bless him...lol...

around 3 plus we walked back to temple from lot 1....well...chat along the way...lol...although the distance quite far but fun ya...some ppl already in temple le....haha...then we just play around first to kill off time....ko kun then burn the incease paper all these...then play wif ah di and ah kor...haha...well someone say ah kor look like me seh...cool...

about 6 plus more ppl came le lor...then they start to sing karaoke...then we seat there and listen to them...haha not bored at all...then 8 plus dinner start le...haha...well...at first we are seated at normal table..then soon we all shifted to ' VIP ' table...haha cool...VIP table is just outside our temple's door....there hor..got beer la...alcohol...dishes that the restaurant nv cook for the other table..( well...actually those dishes is afternoon ku kun de la..they just heat it up and we ate lor )...lol...then ah khoon kor teach us how to drink sia...cool...gonna try next time...when i go clubbing...

haha...everything ended at 10 plus...the last part is the most fun and i think...most touching part...ah hiong aunty and ah leong uncle together they sing ' ai pia jia eh yah '....haha..so lovely and sweet of them...in the end..everything end wif ' xin heng tua huat at !!! '....cool...

then ah khoon kor drove me and zuo yi they all home....damn tired sia..online awile and pop....back to my lala land....

went out wif CS today...haha....first city link...then town...just window shopping the whole day...ate billy bomber...for lunch...went to buy a mango cake at PREGO before heading to town...and we start our window shopping !!! went to far east...and saw andy di di...haha...then went to heeren...and to cine !!! saw quite a few ppl today...brian...blah blah...went to kpool adn went home after that....*yawn*...haha..here are some pic of today...

haha...went to sentosa 2 days ago..to sun tann !!! and i saw the high class cleaner x-avier !!! he is so handsome in that sentosa shirt...( this is a praise and not a mocking k..dun misunderstand )...well...these are the picture i took that day...well...my friend CS took for me...heehee....and one thing...I LOOKED COOL IN SHADES...aww man...im so sexy !!!

lol..and i'm really gonna save money for shopping...saw quite alot of things i wanna buy...formal shirt...shades...flip flop...singlet...bags...grrr....can see but no money...WTF...hate that feeling....gonna save money from now on !!! JIA YOU !!!

sorry for not updating my blog ya...grrr....very busy wif lots of things...temple stuff...personal stuff...blah blah blah...well..temple stuff gonna end soon...this sunday will be the last day ya...so after that can relax for awhile...and gonna mug for my O level...STRESS !!!

these few day's routine is kinda the same...at night...head down straight down to temple...cool...well...just help out wif anything...nothing special though...and yesterday i'm late lor...grrr...i reached temple at about 8pm...cos of the stupid brother of mine...alex...

i was sleeping at 2pm and he called me...asked me to accompany him to Eunos...cos he's going for a job interview at a pet shop there...and he don't know how to go...no choice have to accomapny him go lor...meet him 2.30pm at bukit batok bus interchange...*yawn*...

reach the bus interchange quite late...about 2.40pm...then we took bus 61...cos he went to check the route to Euno...we have to take 61...which the bus journey is about 2+ hour...DIAO !!! wat to do...seat in the bus for more than 2 hour lor...chat here and there...and keep on joking about other passenger...well...we almost took one round around singapore lor...the bus just go here and there...grrrr...

and iun the bus we saw this 2 ' couple '...erm..they have kinda mentally problem bah...the guy is very big size and the gal is very sall size...well at first they kiss in the bus...ok its fine...i just look at alex and give the ' eeee...dun look la....nvm...nothing one ' expression...then while we were watching wat they gonna do next...they do something more shocking !!! the fat guy just went down and erm...stay at the gal's brest that area...then me and ah di alex was like ' wat the fuck they are doing in the bus sia !!! '...then ah di just snap some picture down secretly...haha...so hilarious...in the end...we found out that the guy is actually smelling at the gal's hair...*phew*...i though we gonna see something RA...

then they alight at bugis area...haha...after that we gossip bout them like hell...haha...shit lor..for them good lor....but for us not good cos still got a long journey to go...grrr...the bus just went through geylang and all these...and our butt just numb like hell...and finally at 5 plus the bus stop at dunno where la....i was already very hungry and stoned...

and we had to transfer to another bus lor...WTF....we waited the stupid bus 966 for damn long time man...and we alight at marine parade...PHEW...finally reached...and i found out one thing...ACTUALLY THERE ARE A FEW FASTER ROUTE LOR...AND WE TOOK THE LONGEST ROUTE...^*^^&%(&^*^%^&$ ^*)(*...damn the bloody route...wasted so much of my precious time...i was late lor...grrrr...

reach marina parade liao still have to wait lor...cos ah di go interview at the shop...wa lau the shop very fuck up sia...so dirty de...the dog poo was in the cage and flies are everywhere....eeeee...and they told alex if 4 days later never contact him means no more liao....then i say nvm lor...since that shop so fuck up....and the journey is so far...by the time he reach home already late night liao...might as well find other job which is nearer one better...then the pay dunno good anot...sian...

went to eat at the hawker there after the interview....IM DAMN HUNGRY !!! i ate chicken rice and ah di ate mee pok i think...but we are still hungry...so went to eat char kuay tiao...and ordered some tim sum...haha...then ah d went to buy sprite at MAC...well...I'M ALREADY LATE AND IM STILL EATING CASUALLY !!!

we quickly went off after eating...and took bus 966 back to bukit panjang....well..reahced bukit panjang at about 7.30pm...then ah di went home and change cos he's going for baskerballl...and i took cab down to temple...heehee...aunty zuo yi paid for it...still own her $10....haha...

well...thanks bro yoke hong for coming my temple yesterday....wif ur lovely mum...she is very understanding yeah...haha...cool...well...nice chatting wif both u and ur mum...

everything end at about 11pm...well...packed up and went home...ah khoon kor drived me home wif ah huay aunty...haha...tired...shag...and went online awhile...well...thats the only time i can online for the day...haha...and OFF TO MY LALAL LAND !!!

ohhh man been so busy for these few day man...temple stuff...temple stuff...temple stuff...but very fun la....

yesterday was the first day...pang kun and invite god...went down to temple quite early to prepare things ya....finally till 7.30 then start...well...pang kun all these...very tiring man...but fun..cos learn alot of new things..

today's event is ge tai and giving of kim tu tu( pacifier )...alot of ppl but compare to last year i decrease quite alot...

went to temple at 1 plus...then go and ann the opera stage...first time lor....done something wrong..well...have to practice and learn more now...heehee...

yeah thats all...gonna sleep soon...tired !!!

me and hellven's theme song...haha...MARIA from 200 pound of beauty...enjoy ya !!!

i just love this cartoon...the family guy....stewie is just so cute !!!

the nice song introduce by alan...my boyf...lol...enjoyed !!!