mY Tua nAmE
my tua during ping an qian..damn many ppl man...

2300pm...Finally reach hm...very tired...play the 'lor'...sing the jiu...so fun...actualli ah pek suppost to come today...but suddenly say nv come..so sad...my dad was so eager to see him and drink wif him...nvm then....see him 2 weeks later then...heehee....

erm...intro my temple first...a famous tua call shan xin tan (sin heng tua)...at Lembang...chua chu kang combine temple...main god is shan chai yeh gong....very serious in his work...no joke...

online saw my new friend...velentino...and another one...jeff..a tiong yar kar....we exchange our knowledge on sintua thing...very fun talking to him..ya...nice to meet ya jeff...

ok...gtg slp already..very tired...see ya..peace out...

Finally went back to sch after a day of absent on 29th august...everyone was asking me the same old qns : ' why nv come sch ? '...' wah happen to u ystday ? '...sick of answering the qns again and again...but oso happy cos it show that all my bro and sis show concern for me...heehee...

very angry wif jun hao during recess...he dirtied mine and my bro's precious bag ! ! ! expensive leh ! ! ! the nicest bag i ever have man...Quiksilver one hor..heehee...but nothing la..i know he did not do it delibrately...forgive and forget...

very funny when go back to class...yew hui was shouting my lil bro syamiran...just to ask him things...lil bro was so fed up that he shout back so loud...the whole class kept silent for 10 second..and immediately go back to normal...so united man...4A2 rox forever man...Love it so much ! ! !

nothing much happen today...see bro ershad so quiet in the morning...and find out something happen between him and 'her'...cannot disclose who la..hehehe...if not i'm doom...but after recess...he's back to normal self...love to hear him say : ' say again ' and ' wat did u SAY ! ! ! '...so idiotic...haha...

went hm early today...walk wif ting ting hm....actualli wif ah di walk hm de...but he ask me go hm first...so tulan...then all the way was talking about my kor...very fun...reach hm...saw many of my friend online...so talk to them...keith was one of them...but he made me piss off today...hehehe..nvm..i forgive u...

ok...have to go temple now..see u all later..peace out...

Haiz..very sian today..so sick..never go to school...miss my school so much..my brother...sister...teacher...wonder if they miss me...these few day the weather f**k up sia...so tend to get sick easily...many of my friend oso sick...like fariq...poor bro..haha...

online the whole day... nothing to do much at home...the same old game of PS2...boring TV show...same old comic...wanna pick u a text book to see oso sian...haiz...tired of everything suddenly...just wanna sleep throughout the day...and never wake up...

but lucky have music to accompany me...no music=no nicky...just listen to music all day long...from track 1 to track 800...listen again and again...nv get sick of it...heehee...

1200pm...a guy add me on msn and talk to him for very long...enjoy talking to him...name is keith...heehee...

1300pm...my coursin called me and told me she had a weird dream....she dream of the long lost god-sister of mine...which her mum(my god mother) has pass away few years ago..it so coincident that we dream od the same thing...at the same place..same scenerio!!! she told me somethings fissy and we decided to look for her from now on...realli weird...

1400pm...have to call CMPB for my army things...i have register online for army but something is missing...have to register again..but the staff told m to go down to CMPB office this friday to register..Errrr...sian...at depot road leh...lazy to go...no choice leh...maybe ask liting to go wif me..heehee...if she free...

1700pm...cannot tahan the tireness liao..no choice have to go to sleep..with a empty stomach and without eating medicine...when i wake up...no one was at hm...i feel lonely again...hate this stupid feeling man...

end of the day...sian..another day wasted...

Ya my first time here...very 'luo wu' liao...now then have a blog...getting older and older everyday...dun know wats happening outside the world...i just trap myself in my own lil world...with everything enough for me...and everything outside seems dangerous for me...

although i'm just turning 17 this year...but i have gone through many things that my age nv have...ppl happy ppl crying...ppl sad and ppl happy...parting and reunited...everything just seems common for me...i try to change all these...but all is too hard for me...theres nothing for me to do to change the fate...i just have to accept fate...

i dun believe fate at first...i dun give up and i was very 'metal teeth'...i like to go against in watever i do...but things start to change for me...i seems to be getting nowhere...everyone beens avoiding me since then...wherever i go..ppl will give me that weird face...i try to hide from everyone since then...

but everything change since i know my first bro...who is my kor kor till now...i rmb clearly it was on mid-anthum festival on year 2000...the night where we celebrate mid authum festival in our sch...most of the ppl is there...everyone seems to be having fun while i wa sitting alone in the canteen...ppl were having fun and singing song...while i'm there alone...listen to my own sorrow...

a big shadow appear infront of me...i look up...and was shock to see this guy standing infront...he appear to be so huge on this day...his big body cover me from the moonlight completely...and the fiery he gave out give me the creep...i think back...he was the most notorious guy in our sch even though he is 1 year older than me...i started to feel scare and wanted to run away...

he sat down beside me...and started to talk to me...asking me qns like ' who are u ? '...' why are u here alone ' etc...finally he ask me... ' i seems to have fate with u...lets be brother '....i was shock after that...where the hell on the earth would a person ask him to be his bro when he know each other for a few minute...?

i agreed and started to follow him since then...he treat me like wat a big brother would treat a lil bro...i have the feeling of being a small kid when wif him...which i felt the brotherly love he gave me...he would ensure that no one bully me in sch...which i appreciate alot...

from him...i learn that...believe in fate means believe in yourself....no one is born to be hated...u decide ur own fate....tnks my kor...and everyone...i would do wat he do to me....and i would do to my broz too...