Ya my first time here...very 'luo wu' liao...now then have a blog...getting older and older everyday...dun know wats happening outside the world...i just trap myself in my own lil world...with everything enough for me...and everything outside seems dangerous for me...

although i'm just turning 17 this year...but i have gone through many things that my age nv have...ppl happy ppl crying...ppl sad and ppl happy...parting and reunited...everything just seems common for me...i try to change all these...but all is too hard for me...theres nothing for me to do to change the fate...i just have to accept fate...

i dun believe fate at first...i dun give up and i was very 'metal teeth'...i like to go against in watever i do...but things start to change for me...i seems to be getting nowhere...everyone beens avoiding me since then...wherever i go..ppl will give me that weird face...i try to hide from everyone since then...

but everything change since i know my first bro...who is my kor kor till now...i rmb clearly it was on mid-anthum festival on year 2000...the night where we celebrate mid authum festival in our sch...most of the ppl is there...everyone seems to be having fun while i wa sitting alone in the canteen...ppl were having fun and singing song...while i'm there alone...listen to my own sorrow...

a big shadow appear infront of me...i look up...and was shock to see this guy standing infront...he appear to be so huge on this day...his big body cover me from the moonlight completely...and the fiery he gave out give me the creep...i think back...he was the most notorious guy in our sch even though he is 1 year older than me...i started to feel scare and wanted to run away...

he sat down beside me...and started to talk to me...asking me qns like ' who are u ? '...' why are u here alone ' etc...finally he ask me... ' i seems to have fate with u...lets be brother '....i was shock after that...where the hell on the earth would a person ask him to be his bro when he know each other for a few minute...?

i agreed and started to follow him since then...he treat me like wat a big brother would treat a lil bro...i have the feeling of being a small kid when wif him...which i felt the brotherly love he gave me...he would ensure that no one bully me in sch...which i appreciate alot...

from him...i learn that...believe in fate means believe in yourself....no one is born to be hated...u decide ur own fate....tnks my kor...and everyone...i would do wat he do to me....and i would do to my broz too...