frankly speaking....there is nothing interest me now except one thing...my own temple...shan xin tan...this is the only thing i care most and concern now...and forever...i just wanna be the second best kai xian hong...just like my master...and this is the only way to get me out of my own problem...temperory...

only making myself busy make me forget everything...practicing of step...procedure...i wanna do everything till perfect...thats why i'm stress...only to stress myself...then i can achieve something....i try to relax...but end up going nowhere...i try not to stress so much oso...cos wat if i die of stress....? no one to take over temple...no one to take over my master...i cannot imagine that...and i dun wish to think of it oso...

so ya...pls...i will try to revive the nicholas u all know once again...jia you thng fu jie Nicholas...u can make it...love ya al bro and sis...peace out man...u all rulez...love ya all !!!

my life is really in a mess right now...loads and loads of problem is getting on me every minute every second...the once happy and cheerful monkey seems to die overnight...after being killed by tons of problem...the monkey which everyone known as nicholas...is gone...for good...

relationship problem...friendship problem...my own attitude...my surrounding...everything is just killing me...ppl is killing me..and i'm killing myself also...pls...anyone get me out of this shit...? god...? devil...? where are u all...pls...

to zuo yi : we are like very far apart...u try very hard to get into my life...but i just close myself in my own world...no one is able to enter...and the one already in my heart...leave one by one...sorry if i hurt u...seeing u worried for me makes me sinful...make me sad...makes me hate myself more and more...

to myself : please get out of this as soon as possible...u are making ppl around u more sad...please i beg u...burn on ur hand and crack at ur backbone is nothing...compare to the hurt u get from ur friend...ur brother...ur sister...ur love one...and yourself...its realli nothing...everyone wanna see the cheerful...the active...the hilarious and happy monkey once again...so prove to everyone that u can make it...please stand up again and fight for wat u wan...

everyday...i just seat infront of the com...listening to my favourite song...re-offender by travis...listening to my own sorrow...listen to my own heart crying...listen to the grief i have...i try to go out...but to my surprise..no one to accompany me...i'm so lonely...so lonely...and so lonely...am i that hated by u all...? am i that irritating...? am i that sucks...? i hold no place in any one's heart....no one cares about me...no one needs me...no one approach me...so wat i'm rich....? so wat i'm good-looking...? no use...everything is so useless...wat i wanna do...is just burn all my money...and take a knife and disfigure myself...scar is the only thing i wish to have...on my face...and on my heart too...

no one know how a attitude problem guy works...i try to control...but the beast just killing me...i try to subdue him...but he is too powerful...without everyone's support and help....i'm gonna be defeat by him...anytime...any place...i try not to be hot-tempered...but i can't...i am born to be like that...i have a wild personality...like a monkey...never be able to stop...not able to control my own action...my own doing...

and now...everything happening to me is wat we called ' retribution '...in this world there is realli retribution...i just hope my da ge...shun wu kong....come and bring me to heaven...forever...but i think he will bring me to hell instead...cos i'm too sinful....for the past 17 years...

ya...my hand is recovering now...so thanks for those who show concern to me...tnks load...love ya all...haha...

but now another problem come back....my backbone kena injured again...me la...nv held the doctor's advice...haiz...sadsad...now realli cannot play basketball already...think just go there see see onli lor...think need to take month to heal bah...haiz...now seat oso pain..stnd oso pain...like hell now man...just feel like taking a knife and take out my backbone and have a good look at it !!!

ya...my hand is recovering now...so thanks for those who show concern to me...tnks load...love ya all...haha...

but now another problem come back....my backbone kena injured again...me la...nv held the doctor's advice...haiz...sadsad...now realli cannot play basketball already...think just go there see see onli lor...think need to take month to heal bah...haiz...now seat oso pain..stnd oso pain...like hell now man...just feel like taking a knife and take out my backbone and have a good look at it !!!

This song sings out wat i feel now...

BlUe oCtObEr - HaTe mE

i have to block out thoughts of you so i don’t lose my head
they crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
dropping little reels of tape to remind me that i’m alone
playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
there's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
an ounce of peace is all i want for you. will you never call again?
and will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
and will you never try to reach me?
it is i that wanted space

chorus :

hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

i’m sober now for 3 whole months
it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
the one thing that always tore us apart
is the one thing i won’t touch again
in a sick way i want to thank you
for holding my head up late at night
while i was busy waging wars on myself
you were trying to stop the fight
you never doubted my warped opinions
on things like suicidal hate
you made me compliment myself
when it was way too hard to take
so i’ll drive so fucking far away
that i never cross your mind
and do whatever it takes
in your heart to leave me behind

hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i didn’t do for you

hate me in ways
yeah ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

and with a sad heart i say bye to you and wave
kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that i had made
and like a baby boy i never was a man
until i saw your blue eyes crying and i held your face in my hand
and then i fell down yelling “make it go away!”
just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
and then she whispered “how can you do this to me?”

hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i didn’t do for you

hate me in ways
yeah ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

oh man....i just burn my hand lor...so ' bu xiao xin '...just now cooking supper...then accidentally knock onto the frying pan...then the hot oil inside spill onto my left hand..man...i shout out loud man...then now hand like very red lor...cannot type...i now using right hand to type lor...so cham...ke lian de wo...haha...nvm la..long time nv injured liao..injured one time won't die...

tml see how lor..if still pain then i go see doc....think can heal by tml bah...hope so...and tnks for ur concern zuo yi...its nothing de...remember...monkey dun die easily !!! especially monkey nicky aka mon mon !!!

sick...very sick...sick of everything around me...sick of u keep on denying...sick of u keep on avoiding me...

can anyone just get me out of this...oh god pls help me...i just wanna get out of this deep shit...save me...

sick of myself...sick of my life...sick of my attitude...sick of keep on repeating myself...my mistake...my wrong doing...

pls...pls...pls...pls...pls...i'm so sick...just wanna sleep...and nv wake up...and to be in heaven...to see god himself...

to ask him question...and demand for a answer...a satisfied answer...which can clear all my doubt...and question...

and wat i wanna do now...is to de-stress...drawing...drinking...fighting...screaming...running...crying...

thing i can do to help me de-stress...pls tell me...i just wanna de-stress...and die peacefully...

and ppl will remember my name...forever...and ever...till a million year...

i know i hurt u alot...but if i was given a chance to say something to u...i will say....i love you...

and if i was given a time limit to be wif u...i hope that the time will be...a million year...

and if was given a things to do wif u...i will do a thing...to hug u...till the million year ends...

cHeEsE fOrDuE
sEafOoD PaStA

wake up early in the morning on 21st of oct...went to basketball...ya..stupid joshua la..say wat play 5 on 5 in the morning...at south view...siao lor...but at last oso go even though very tired...then all late lor....stupid alex say 8.30...lastly change to 9.30 oso nv inform ppl de...idiot...ya...wait till 9 plus then all come lor..i oso nv play la...too tired liao..together wif wee kiong seat at there see lor...too sian liao...let then die instead..heehee...*evil thought....ya...went to lot one after that...dunno wat to eat then walk here and there...lastly suppose to go mac eat...but saw ren yuan that dog there...so lastly nv go...go KFC instead...ate family meal lor..share wif them...then went to play pool after that...ya...so expensive lor...so i own wee liong first...ya..went hm wif ah di alex...ya..go hm change le then go out to meet my aunt....at paragon....

afternoon went back to paragon....oh man...best...meet my aunt ( we called her my dear ) outside paragon at 6pm...ya...reach there first and wait for her...she went to reborn ( hope i spell correct ) amd trim her hair...ya..look like china doll lor...i laugh til stomach cramp....haha...so bad...ya...went to toilet beofre going to eat...

oh man...suppose to go bakerzin to eat de lor....but she ssay bakerzin de thing average....so forget it lor...and we went to basement and walk one round to see wat to eat...so many to choose lor...japan restaurant...then chinese cuisine...haiz dunno wat to choose....lastly go to pasta shop...forget the name le...before that walk pass thai express...saw our sch teacher..the one which look like oliver de....forget the name liao...i called him oliver's bro...ya..he saw me and he said hi to me...haha...

ya..went in to eat....erm..ok lor...average...the seafood pasta is not that creamy...then the cheese fordue is so bitter...cos inside got liquor..oh man..and we ordered a thai salad...ya not bad...very hot...ya...over all ok lor..spent 50 over dollar on it...ya..then went to shopping after that...

oh man....walk pass armani exchange..saw this shirt so nice lor...100 over dollar...erm..think 10 year later then buy bah...cos too man liao...not suitable for my age now...ya..then went to taka then to wisma lor...walk walk walk...went to flesh imp at wisma...wanted to buy jacket de...but hor the design not nice...so lastly nv buy...so sad...haha...then went to border...to see books...ya....nv buy any in the end..cos too many le dunno which to choose...then lastly decide to go shaw house de basement that supermarket...all japan product lor..see liao so happy...heehee..then bought coconut drink , sea weed and monkey sweet...so cut lor...haha...pink monkey...

went to far east after that...to eat again...this time ate galare de waffle....ya..large waffle wif a scoop of chocolate overload...so bitter but very nice...ya..overall 80 / 100...haha....very strict wif food de hor....then went hm after that cos about to reach 9 le...went to take 190 to chinatown...u know why i take to chinatown instead of taking 190 to cck...straight home..? cos if i take 190 to chinatown de interchange then i take 190 back to cck...i can seat instead of standing...haha..so clever of me lor...haha...diao...

ya..saw bi qin on the bus wif her friends....ya..then oso nv talk cos she quite far away...so paui seh to shout at her and talk...haha...monkey oso pai she de...ya....

and passby temple saw many ppl...so alight and go lor..forget today is the date to receive jiu wang yeh...so mioss it...but go in to the temple and saw jiu wang yeh....ya..pay rescpect and stay there and watch..ya..when all de-trance...wei jie's father trance anothe god....zai zai !!! every year come de...haha so cute...the zai zai go back after distribute sweet to children....then lian huay sam tai zhi come oso....come pay respect le then he oso go back le...ya...went hm after that...so damn tired lor..reach hm about 12 plus..then online awhile then go slp le....ya....

sorry zuo yi...yesterday too tired liao so cannot talk to u til so late...so ya...forgive me bah...love ya !!!

oh man..today was so ' sexy ' man....well...feel very sexy when eating cheesecake...too bad i nv eat cheesecake...i ate strawberry waffle wif cheese ice-cream...damn nice man...wif jack...oh man...just love it...ah and forget to mention the name of the restaurant...its call bakerzin located at paragon level 2...u guys should go try it out...

will bring u go next time zuo yi...heehee..oh man...i feel so sexy now man..wif the cheese ice-cream...

ya...yesterday went to meet li liang at bedok...ya..do onthing lor...i just go there eat...ate yang rou tang...ya not bad lor...after that walk around bedok central...then go to MR bean and bought soya bean milk...erm..very sweet lor...sugar free one wat...so ya...

then ssat down at nearby de park...chat chat chat...ya...he very quiet lor...i'm the one talking all the way...so sian de...then we decide to go pasar malan near his hse...then go lor...bought fried banana and fried tapioca...and sausage for him...ya and sat at playground there...chat chat chat...till 11.30...then he acc me go bus stop and wait for last bus...well..ssaw this indian guy...wa lau not pai seh lor...urine at under the tree just beside the road...somemore he quite young lor !!! oh man i was like so pai seh lor...errrrr...

suppost to meet j*** yesterday...suddenly he change and he choose to go out wif a***...i was damn bloody fed up lor...well...nvm...over le...i'm a nice man anyway...so ya..forget it...no next time k j***...kill u next time...

ya...reach hm about 12 plus bah i think...then go online lor...saw table chair aka aunty aka zuo yi...ya...ask me if i wanna catch a movie tomorrow ( which is today )...ya...but hor...these few day very tight leh...no money liao...so sad...so maybe not going bah...hope she not angry...

yup...haiz...am in dillema now...very confuse and very stress now...my life is in a mess...my god help me pls !!! and hope that god will give me wat i wan....my true love...no matter its a gal or a guy....just let the real one who love me to appear now...

to T : ya...seeing u happy oso makes me happy...ya...and i will not be so jealous like last time...so ya...

to J : sorry bout yesterday...very harsh in my word...so ya...forgive me bah...

to A : ya...treat ur sonnie T well k...and protect him well...if he lost a hair i'm gonna kill u...heehee...

caught styling my hair...taken at wisma...
act cute lor...so errrrrrrrrrrr xin.....haha...well at takashimaya oso...
so sad de face...haiz...at takashimaya...
erm...taken at i think is hougang mall bah...eating waffle at dunno wat the hell place is that...heehee...stm come again...

well...been MIA for a few day le...so decided to blog again...well...many thing happen these few day...second last week of sch...problem to solve etc...haiz...very busy ya...

well....went to sch yesterday after pon sch on monday...well..wat the fuck lor..onli 10 ppl in my class...some go attachment...some pon...errrrrrrrr...early in the morning onli saw aisha, zainah, xue jiao, xiang, wen xuan, oliver, muhd nuh, suffi, khoon yeow, jason and me lor...then suffi and khoon yeow go hm half way...idiot...pang seh me lor...asshole...

then bo bian lor...stay in sch till 2.45pm...according to timetable we are having D&T for the last 5 period...then go to workshop and listen to ah chui's preaching...talk talk talk...buay sian...well...well i'm in the sch for 5 year liao lor...no need to repeat everything again and again...sick of it lor...then at the third last lesson , he had to go settle discipline problem in the office..so here he go...oh man happy like hell lor...then go to next door de aircon room...play poker inside...erm..lose lil bit nia la...$2.50 lor...wif li ting beside me...

then bell right le faster go office and take back my ez-link card cos i exchange it for the class key...so ya..went home after that...all the way i was so scare lor...cos li ting keep on scaring me lor..say wat kai jie is in bus 190....scare till i dun dare to go aboard the bus...but lucky la he not in there...*phew...

reach hm about 3pm plus....bath le...online...chat chat chat...well...been a boring day lor...but very happy to hear a good news...my fifth aunt gave birth to a health boy...ya...so happy...will visit her soon...to see my new coursin...well...then go to slp le...

wake up at about 6 plus..then have dinner...well...no one cook again although my mum waas off from work...they bought chup chai peng from downstair de hawker lor...well...eat till sian liao...new thing pls...errrrr....and suppose to meet zuo yi de lor...but dun have cos i tell her my mum is cooking then cannot meet her...so sorry ya...in the end my mum nv cook i oso very fed up lor...but nvm la...forgive her lor...heehee...

ya...my dad suddenly took out the mahjong set and mahjong table...well...think going to have a game or two liao bah...so ya...start at 8pm...a while after we start...my phone rang lor....li liang kor called me...well..i picked up and he wanted to talk to me on the phone...but i'm busy lor...then he like not happy liao...then nvm...after the game i go online and saw him..he say he was fed up wif my attitude...wat the f**king hell lor...i'm like that de lor...be more understanding can...? it's not that i dun wanna talk to u...but u pick the wrong time to call me...not that i'm blaming u or wat but wat u expect me to do...? ask my parent to stop the game and talk to u..? or play while talking to u...? sorry lor...the mahjong sound is already so loud liao...then talking to u sure make me cannot concentrate on my game...wat if i lose money...u pay...? not possible right...? so ya...pls be more understanding...not that i dun wanna talk to u but realli can't lor...well...the way i talk may be very harsh so sorry bah...and thats the way i talk...u dun like it i also cannot do anything about it..so face reality bah...smile !!!

well..go online after the game and oso saw zuo yi...she was sick lor...having slightly fever...ask her to take care...drink more water and eat penedol beofre going to slp...ask her to slp early oso cos she will be having sch the next day...ya...and she did..so guai...heehee...

yah...and i msg jack after that...well...he was at his friend hse doing project...er..the time is around 12 le then he still at his friend hse...then i asked him why and he said there was no bus hm liao...so i ask him to stay over at his friend hse lor...ya and he did...well...ya..so went to slp quite early today...

wake up today at about 10am plus bah...went to eat at hawker wif my mum...not going to sch today...ya...ate bak kut teh which is damn bloody expensive...so ya...and its just average lor....not very nice though...ya...went hm after that and my mum went to work...so boring at hm lor...not going anywhere cos i'll be having temple tonight..so have to prepare at hm...well...dad cooked porriage...ya..eat later bah...no mood to eat now...thinking of something now...

well..maybe i was wrong to say alvin is the annoymou...and maybe everything is just a misunderstanding...so ya...

well...tino...its over le...let wat other say bah...let the annoymous say wat he wan...so be it...

and again..i'm wooing a gal name zuo yi..so pls give us ur blessing bah...

cheer everyone...sorry to cause any problem or disturbance to anyone...

well...ppl...i'm a bisexual last time but not now...that mean i'm attract to both guys and gal...but sad to say...i like gal more that guys...everyone knows it...so ya...if my sis or bro u all think its wrong for me to be bisexual...so be it...i dun wan to have any misunderstanding here and there...and ya one thing...i may be bisexual last time..but now i just normal...but i dun stop guys from liking me...so ya...at least i have the look to attract both gal and guys..do u have...?

and those wanna write rubbish here de...u dun think i dunno who u are...and dun ever let me find out who u are or u be sorry...

to alvin - ya....if u think last time i scolded u and u are not happy...come and talk to me face on face...u are so coward on that day to turn back and scold me...well...write rubbish at ur blog...wtf....u wanna go gangster way wif me..come on...i'm not scare...well..u are also being dump by mr T...well...i'm not dump by mr T for ur info...well...if u appear on my tag board...haha...good luck...

to annoymous...well...u are so coward to come and talk to me...well...well...add me on msn...wo_shi_tian_cai_jie@hotmail.com...to talk to me...scare...? no need...i'm friendly de...u wanna talk crap wif me...bring it on...u wanna fight wif me...bringt it on too...u wanna quarrel wif me..bring it on oso...i'll be waiting for u 24 /7 ....

and guys...i'm currently wooing a gal name chua zuo yi...she is a GAL...so turn on ur eyes and look...

well...N level has over le...although i feel very relax lor...but on the other hand...oso sian lor...cos for the whole 2 month , i dunno wat i'm gonna do !!! stay at hm and rot ??? go back to work ??? go out everyday ??? well....no money wat for go out , will some ppl just come and support me....give me 20 dollar per day...to eat....to buy...well...NO !!! think i have to get my butt up and start working bah...

to baby : i stilll love u no matter wat...well...its ur choice anyway...i just hope that we can be together again...i know i've been hurting u since we together...but...just forget it...when u read this...u may be thinking that i been talking crap...well...this is how i feel....

to zuo yi : ya...tnks for all the things u been done for me...realli appreciate it alot...well....i tell ya one thing...if u are not attach...i willl go for u....cos u are such a sweet and nice gal...well..this is wat i think...buying food for me when going to temple...chatting about personal things at 184...well...all these is a sweet memories to me....hope u think so too...

to jack : ya...tnks for all the thing u have done for me these few day..realli appreciate it lotz...and i enjoy alot...well..i know i'm not a nice person...so pls bear wif it...i'm undergoing changes right now...so qing duo duo yuan liang...stay healthy and funky always k...jack rockz !!!

to all the 4A2 classmate : well....finally N level has over...relax le bah...well....hope to see ALL of us back in greenridge next year...same class...same ppl...same faces...well...this is the best class i ever had in my life...the most notorious , rebel , naughty...but on the other hand...united , trueful to each other , caring and lovely...wif all the best teacher and ppl in the class...we are the best class in GRSS !!!

to all my brothers : tnks for all of u being there for me when i need u...although i always scolded u all...beat u all...but u all are the best bro i can ever ask for...seeing u all achieves something is wat i only ask for...well...u all been very trueful and loyal to me...here..i say a big thanks to all of u...TNKS MY BRO !!!

alex - well...change alot bah...see u change bro oso happy...very happy to see that u held my words...

guo xiang - well...stop thinking about her le bah..its time to move on le...no point keep on waitng...

wei jian - well...study hard in ITE bah...hope to see u achieve something....and in basketball oso...

syamiran - well...u are the naughtiest bro i have...be good k...and i will treat u big thing during ur bday...

kai jie - well...u are the best da ge i ever had...been taking care of me for many years...tnks you...

ah toot - well...taking N level this year oso...hope to see u pass all bah...dun slack anymore le la...buck up !!!

alan - well...stay cheerful always bah...wat pass has pass...move on and find a better one...stay healthy ya !!!

alimran - well...dun do anymore dangerous stun anymore...take care of urself more k...stay handsome !!!

andy - well...tnks for all the things u have done for me....appreciate it lots...grow fatter bah...u are too skinny !!!

bernard - well....top scorer in science...stay like that always...treat my lil bro good k....although sometime he very irritating

bi wen - well...i dunno wat happen that make u suddenly change ur attitude toward me...well..u are still my bro anyway....

chia xiang - well...i cannot imagine u change so much...well...thats wat u choose...so be it bah...

chu hao - well....so enlarge ur eyes can....well...talk to u kinda troublesome leh...dunno when u open or shut ur eyes...

darren - well...most handsome di di i have...study hard and go to sec 5 next year k...see ya next year...

ershad - well...big size freak...u look like russel from gorillaz sia....' say again !!! '...haha..ur favourite sentence...

fadzly - well...happy to see u and her together...best wish to the 2 of ya...take care and treasure her k...

fahme - well...haha...ur techniqal skill very good man..keep it up...hope to see wat u wanna achieve...

faizal - well...finally release...very happy for u too...hope u will repeat wat u have done ok...stay cheerful and fit always...

fariq - well...give in to ur gf sometime...dun be so strong head k...confirm see you next year one...so ya...take care...

fu qiang - well..long time no see le...think u are concentrating on ur music bah...well...achieve something in ur career...

gabin - well...been very slack for the whole year but study during crucial time....happy for you too...stay stylish k...

guan wei - well...hpe u can fulfil ur dream...another temple as sin zai yah gong as the main god...jia you...

haikal - well..long time nv see u already...nv msg or call me sia...haha..well..see ya soon...stay funky...

jack - well...tnks kor...u are there when i need u...and tnks for wat u have done...realli appreciate it lotz...

jeffery - well...tnks for teaching yoke hong about sintua things...realli appreciate it...think he will be like u bah...successful...

jit xiong - well...study is good..but dun over stress urself wif load of work k...have to relax more and enjoy more...

jeol - well..shorty...taking N this year oso...hope to see u pass wif flying colour...dun work too much and stress urself...

jolith - well...sometime...listen to ppl advice is good...dun always think that u are right...accept ppl opinion wif open heart...

jonathan - well...treat mei lin good k....she's a nice gal and ur a nice guy..so ya...stay happy together bah....

joseph - well...tnks kor for taking care me...faster marry wif sis bah...she need u alot...so...best wish to both of u...

joshua - well...got improve in bball le finally...but nv grow tall leh....so jia you bah...u can make it...

kai lun - well..study in ITE...so must study hard and get good result k...dun always fight wif kai jie le la...haha...

kelvin ong - well...in army le....can get use to it mah...think can bah...well...stay health k...play bball together next time...

khoon yeow - well...try to be easy going wif ppl bah...this is the key point to have more friends...go along wif them...

li liang - well...try to know ppl more...then ppl will start to know u more...take ppl advice is good...

meredith - haha...try to go sch more often bah...and dun stress urself so much...not good for health...take care....

nickeline - well...dun quarrel wif mr A liao la...hope to see u all two befriend again...stay cool handsome...

oliver - well...go buck up ur chinese k...dun wanna see ya bcos of chinese then kena pull down...stay fit and strong...

samuel - well...hope to see ya in GRSS again next year...in sec 5...very good temper...dun spoilt this image k...

suffi - well...see u studying hard for N level....mean u wanna pass....well....ur wish is granted !!!

vernon - well...lion and dragon dance siao...hope u do wat u like...will cook more good food for u de la...

wee kiong - well...dun always pon sch la...very hard to get into poly then dun wan go...grad the chance man !!!

wen xuan - well...dun get stressful over gal k...some gal are good and some are errr....decide it urself...

yao guang - well..helping out in temple is good...but dun over do it k..study is also important...

yao qing - well...study till very good wor...kor see liao oso happy for u...so hope u can succeed if future k...

yi ren - well..well...tnks for being so helping to me in sch...realli appreciate...know u are trueful...tnks lotz...

yoke hong - well...dun be too over anxious...let nature takes its cause...wat come will come...no use asking for it...

yu xiang- well...sorry to stress u so much..know u been tolerating me very long...but just rmb...u are still my bro....

ya....finally have time to blog again....been very busy lately lor...so go home then sleep liao...online oso onli awhile...stupid table chair la....say why i nv blog for so long...u think i'm so free like u huh...haha...everyday at hm de...i got many things to do lor...errrrr......

8th october 2006

ya...went to our friends tua early in the morning...at tampines st 91...nan tian gong...they got yew keng in the morning...yew 5 place lor....first is tian gong miao at havelock road...ya...carry the legendary 8 ppl kio...wa lau....damn heavy man...then caryy awhile go play kim kor...ya...easier mah...then go off liao to second place...all the way talking to sister babykid...she very funny lor...together wif grafitti and my shi fu , kai xian hong...was playing drum and lor through the journey...then sis babykid oso learn how to play cos we teach her...heehee...

second place is hock hai at chinatown...tang chao fu...well...the kio came from here de lor...the ba xian kio and the two big 8 ppl kio...then third place is geylang lorong 30 i think...then got one guy kena chao por sin...anyhow play weapon liao...then our friend's father play wif him...end up head bleeding...bravo....hero man...

then forth place is pi li tua at bedok bah i think...the fifth place is 3 qing gong at bedok...well...sometihng fun happen there....i see the kim kor troupe play so slow...so i decided to play a prank on them...i one ppl play 2 instrument at the same time...the lor and the kor...well....then when they play i oso play...so they turn over and look at me...so funny lor their expression...i one ppl= to the whole troupe...well....they very shock...and some even not happy....well...who cares !!!

ya then last place is go back to the tua...walk back from outside...walk around the car park...then back to tua....ya...play lkor till the troupe stun...cos i play louder than them....i one lor lounder than 5 lor....haha....they very not happy already...but nothing happen la...heehee...

ya....very tired after that...my shi fu sent me hm...wa lau....bath liao straight away slp lor....till 9pm at night...then wake up le then ate char kuay tiao...my mum bought for me de....so eat liao...then go back slp again !!!....well....very tired lor!!!

7th october 2006

well...went to play basketball wif my brother in the morning...its been 3 week since i last play basketball...a lil bit 'rusty' liao...nothing much lor....reach there about 9...then most of them reach liao...then start...well...the idiot ppl came again lor...try to play wif us...so sian...their skill just sucks to the core...erm...then something happen...jolith accidentally hit one idiot's head then the idiot's head is bleeding lor...haha....we are laughing all the way man...so shiok !!! erm..this is wat we call retribution bah i think....

then ah koon kor called me...sk me to go temple....cos today my da ge's ( qi tian da sheng sun wu kong ) birthday...and oso ko kun...so go back to payt respect to da ge and my kun...ya...rush to temple in 5 minute...cos the CC near my temple mah...then saw jimson and joeson on the way...well...jimson and joeson is 2 lil imp who always bully me lor...in temple...so young then start to bully me liao...think they are the real monkey lor...heehee...but they very cute la....like zheng yuan like that...haha...

then ah koon kor (my shi fu ) ask me wanna go see ppl invite god at bukit batok anot....i say ok lor....since nothing to do in the afternoon...then go wif them lor...together wif ah leong uncle and ah hiang aunty...well....take a quick bath in the temple then off we go to bukit batok...well...

we reach there about 2.30 bah i think...then saw the sai gong always help in our temple da ri zhi de...then they were talking all the way...well...funny thing always happen...the so-called ' kai xian hong' of their tua very funny lor...look like nerd...wif thick spec...then the way the hold the flag very weird...all not straight de...then not onli we are laughing but the sai gong oso laughing lor....somemore is throughout the ceremonie of senting tian gong hor...heehee....bad sia us...

then went back to temple at 4 plus...sent ah hiang aunty back hm first before going back to temple...go back temple to burn incease for the kun...well...hot lor...my hair almost burn up....plus the stupid haze....errrrr.....well...headache came again...cos my da ge come and find me liao...then i ak ah koon kor to drive me hm...then go hm faster slp...well...dream of da ge...he very happy that i go pay him a visit...haha....well...very happy oso...

ya end of my day on saturday....7th of october 2006.......

6th october 2006

well...having my maths paper 2 on that day...in the afternoon...well..i woke up at 11 plus....though of studying..but too sian liao la...too many things to remember...so forget it lor...then go and take the stupid maths paper 2....damn difficult lor...most of the ppl oso cannot ans the qns cos too difficult liao...think going to flunk this paper liao la....well its ok..its all over now...so relax bah....well...went hm after that...slp again and again...till 8 plus...then go jurong point fetch my mum...well...not going to anywhere cos very sian...and the haze oso...although is mid-authum festival....well..rather stay at hm better lor...well...reach jurong point at about9...then ate something....then go hm...then..sleep AGAIN !!!

well...wake up early in the morning at 11 plus....sian lor...dunno wat to do in the afternoon...then remember that tino ask me to go catch a movie at cine....well...since nothing to do at hm...so go lor...but before that...went for a hair cut downstair...errrrrrr...actualli go far east cut de....but too rush liao...so shui bian cut lor...well....not bad lor...think sometime cheap things is better...

meet then at 2pm outside the cheers at cine...well...i came so early lor...no one is there...so bought a lychee tea and sat outside and wait for tino and andy...well...tino came next...with one of his friend , joel...then wait for about half an hour then andy came lor...damn piss off...ask us to come early then himself late.....wat a jerk....heehee...

then walk around cine...go makan at food junction bah i think...then ate duck rice lor...erm...okok la...then walk to the forth floor...then jalan jalan...then saw my primary sch friend , benjamin...well...he's wif a gal...gal friend maybe...? i dunno...for wat i know he is a er hm....well....back to wat we do...ya....went to TCC after that...drank ice Cappuccino...cost me 6 dollar...well...nice though...

then went to walk at heeren as its still early...went to the neoprint area there...actualli wan take neoprint...but no money...so forget it...then walk around...jalan jalan...then back to cine again...went to see wat movie is on...then all the ppl came...another andy , jack , jeremy...then bought the ticket for rob-b-hood....then went to scott to eat...again...

but nv go in the end cos too far liao...went to takashimaya instead...ate at the near food court there..a japanese resaurant bah i think....well...andy paid for meas i down on cash liao..tnks andy....heehee...i been 'suaning' u the whole day and u treat me eat...very grateful...then after that jeremy went to the cold storage to buy snack for movie later...he bought sushi too....

after that went back to cine...to see movie...finally !!!

the show was nice lor....the lil children very cute...a realli nice show...wif good starting and good ending....well...3 cheers to jackie chan !!! and eric koo !!!

rush to toilet immediately cos been tolerating throughout the whole show...haha...ta boleh tahan liao....then came out i saw samson aka kimo...well...first time met him....after that have to rush hm...cos last bus going to go off...nb..i saw the bus lor...then ran...but the stupid uncle won't stop...nb..i pointed middle finger at him...heehee...bad sia me...no choice have to take MRT...well..at least MRT can bring me hm...then i predict i will saw andy tino they all again...and realli...i saw jack at first...then all of them....heehee...see...so zhun...so dun mess around wif me...heehee....well...went up the train...seating opposite of me is a uncle...siao siao de....suddenly shouted at a lady who is slping...then the lady just hack care him...i just shook head and haiz lor...well...better dun mess around wif crazy ppl...heehee...to play safe...andy , tino jack and 2nd andy alight at bishan...and jeremy alight at ??? forget liao...heehee...STM come again...

arive at CCK MRT....then saw ren yuan and chia xiang....the 2 bastard...well...just hack care them and pretend that i nv saw them and go...well...they wait at the platform..think they wait for me to go le then they go take LRT...well...coward...spoilt my mod of the day...erm...reach hm about 1 plus....very tired liao...have to go slp le...tata..take care all of ya......my bro and sis...love ya all...take care....peace out !!!

NeW BrOnZe sTaTuE oF mY dA gE


well...this statue is bought on 2nd october 2006...bought by my dad...to me...heehee...tnks dad...

now is 2nd october 2006...i dunno why this idiot blog put 1st of october..er....nvm then....well...just finish my english paper today...quite difficult for paper 2 and paper one section 2...well...i expected that report will come out and BOOM.....!!! report came out...shit lor...me and my foul mouth...well...i nv study the format of report lor...this time die liao la....

then paper 1 section 1 i choose the last question...which is about the the type of music i like and why u like it...well..i wrote about my favourite song...re-offender from travis...and hotel california from the eagles...well..i express my feeling on this 2 song...heehee..think i write well for this lor...cheer !!!

well...yesterday very shock to heard something...yu xiang actualli went to chu sai wif bi wen !!! well...i not against that sai guan but...not good to join a sai guan which u dunno...somemore yu xiang is not a member of that sai guan..and dunno anything about lion dance...how he going to do there ??? well...quarrel wif him at msn...very ai seh...if u see this...sorry bro...da ge just try to help u and not try to stop u...well...hope u know how i think...i dun wan any of my bro to get into unnecessay trouble....sai guan is not a place meant for u de yu xiang...my word are harsh yesterday...so sorry...

well...tonight going to meet yew hui and bi qin to study...at lot 1...ya..going to get some rest now...see ya...peace out bro and sis !!!

tHe CuRsE SoNg : HoTeL CaLiFoNiA ... HoPe u aLL LiKE iT....

HoTeL CALiFoNiA

On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway;
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself,
'This could be Heaven or this could be Hell'
Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor,
I thought I heard them say...

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the Hotel California
Any time of year
You can find it here
You can find it here

Her mind is Tiffany twisted
She's got the Mercedes bends
She's got a lot of pretty, pretty boys
That she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard
Sweet summer sweat
Some dance to remember
Some dance to forget

So I called up the Captain
'Please bring me my wine'
He said
'We haven't had that spirit here since 1969'
And still those voices are calling from far away,
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say...

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely Place
Such a lovely face
They're livin' it up at the Hotel California
What a nice surprise
Bring your alibies

Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said
'We are all just prisoners here, of our own device'
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can't kill the beast

Last thing I remember,
I was running for the door
I had to find the passage back to the place I was before
'Relax' said the nightman,
We are programed to recieve.
You can check out any time you like,
But you can never leave!