NBCB today just piss me off man...i just started to hate everyone in my class...just hate them...wat the fucking idea of painting the class...? who gave this stupid idea...and who take up this stupid idea...? i just damn pss off by this frankly speaking...

many tons and tons of reason that i'm correct...dun believe...see it urself...:

1. if u think painting the class make us study..WRONG !!!
2. they paint the class without showing us the pattern...WRONG !!!
3. we pay 4 dollar just to paint something that is going to be tear down soon...WRONG !!!
4. they make the floor dirty...and nv clean it...WRONG !!!
5. they make the chair dirty...and nv clean it...WRONG !!!
6. they still dare to say ' since u all so good u all do lor'...WTF...
7. yew hui did nothing wrong...but fariq shouted at her...WRONG !!!
8. kafiz scold miss quek for no reason...WRONG !!!
9. showing me attitude...fine..i become lan jiao lang now !!!
10. since they wanna paint...why they compain that it's tired...?
11. if they wanna paint...why they complain...?

not that i think 4 dollar is big...i can throw 50 dollar easily at them and ask them to shut up...they wanna complain...then dun do lor....wat for get urself so any trouble...? it just make both party not happy mah...

well...just quarrel wif alex....no more brothership from now...hating him more and more...i just dunno wat to do or say now...dunno....well...since he wanna be a dog...let him be...let him to be with the malay bah...lets see who got the last smile...traitor !!!

just piss off more and more...just hate everyone more and more...lets see...

so happy...ah koon kor will be back before next wednesday...

mean i have to pass him back his position...haiz...sad oso...

but think he wil still ask me to invite god bah...hope so bah...

count-down now...*pray hard that next week faster come*...

yeah...here to write about wat happen today lor...

here i go....3....2....1....












ok finish....see ya all...heehee....nothing special today...

nothing to write...lol...see i so clever...lol....

see ya my bro and sis....take care...*with love*...

so sian....these few day been mugging sch work lor...haiz...everytime in sch...wanna sleep like hell lor...but try to keep awake cos really going to mug for O level...very important u know...heehee...have to be guai liao...bo bad thinking in mind ya...lol...

yesterday finally get to talk to xiao lao shu...haha btw..xiao lao shu ( little mouse ) is a sec 1 lil boy who look exactly like a mouse....so i call him that...lol...he is so small in size...and have two big tooth infront lor..so cute...haha...been talking to everyone about him since last last week...yesterday since yew hui saw him...she's been talking non stop bout him...lol...buay tahan her...

his name is aloy-ious ( dunno how to spell the name)...1A2 de lor...everytime saw him run pass our class cos his class just opposite of ours...he run very fast lor...really like mouse...haha...thats why i call him xiao lao shu...haha...

yesterdat oso a tiring day....every tuesday oso seems to be a tiring day...cos got that stupid basketball training...*$%$%@&(%$$@%$*...realy suck to the core lor...waste of my time and energy...ask us to play match...KNN...i just persistencely tell him that i dun wanna play...actually i was in group D...which jit siong and erm...bi wen is in...but cos of one our problem...he ask teacher to change my group...nvm bah...he has his own reason..we know can liao...i'm not angry at all...

then i become score recorder lor...haha...seat there...catch foul of all my junior...haha so fun...till 5 plus then dismiss lor...then wait for TAN LI TING till 6pm...wa lau damn piss off man...her stupid choir la....make them wait and wait...go die lar deh...lol...then while waiting guo xiang came...very very verty tulan wif him cos of something...well...just treat it that i have one lesser brother bah...very angry....and oso sad...then i oso never spoke to alex for 2 day liao...oso angry wif him...well...dun think wanna talk to him ever again bah...they just piss me off...the more i see or care about them...the more angry i get...think one day i'm gonna die of heart attack bah...

k la..gtg temple liao...3rd week of standing alone...1 more week to go man !!! pls pls pls...time go faster pls...today gonna try new thing...everything change to left side !!! hope its a success...love ya all man...will blog tonight bah...hopefully so...see how tired i am tonight...if no 184 tonight...lol...

nothing much in school today lor...so sian...a tiring day indeed...ah di alex went hm...cos he's having sore eyes...can't hardly open his eyes...and he look exactly like chu hao..lol...small eyes...i was damn bored lor...but lucky got colin and yi ren to accompany...if not gonna faint man...start doing folio for D&T...so shag...and so boring...

damn emo...my grandma was in hospital yesterday...she fall down at home twice and complain that whole body was aching the next day...so ya....went for a check up and have to stay in hospital for further observation...so sad...she is the one i love and she dote on me so much...can't think ( and dun wanna think ) wat will happen when she was away...gonna cry for days...and regret for life...goona visit her tml wif my parents...hope tml come faster......

good news from yesterday...yesterday inviting of god was a success !!! a big one indeed...i just prove everyone wrong man...I DID IT...NICHOLAS THNG FU JIE AKA AH JIE FINALLY DID IT...after 2 time of trying....i have made it...hope ah koon kor is there to see...but well...there are more to improve on...tnks to zuo yi...for giving me moral support...and not forget...ah hiang aunty and ah leong uncle...they are the best !!!

ya..and today....gave syamiran lil bro $50...cos i own him birthday present...so ya...gave him $50 to buy wat he want...so ya..he was damn hell happy man...well....just like to see my bro and sis smile..thats wat i ask for...nothing much in return...

but well...one things made me sad till now...i still dun understand why this person hate me so much...and the person who is no other than tay bi wen...well...just dun understand why his attiude just suddenly change over the night...towards me...i dun think i have done anything wrong...and well....we nv talk for about 3 years already...

once he was my best lil bro...but dunno wat made him changes so much...he join gang...learn to smoke...learn to fight...retain...i was damn hell sad...once a good lil boy...now becoming like this...i was wondering...is this my fault to make him change like this...?

i'm his first friend when he step into greenridge...everyone ws saying that i look like him...and he looks like me too...i was so happy...maybe this is wat we call fate bah...evereything was getting well along...only till when i found out that he smoke...and start turning astray...i was so sad...i try all my best to get him back...

just miss the day when we every morning will go to CC and play basketball...i'm the one who teach him basketball skill...cos he's a left hander....just like me...just fell getting along wif him...but why the suddel change...can u pls tell me why....?

can tell u all...een till now...i still canot figure out why...i always trest him s my bro..even till now...but whenever i look at him...he will just stare and " diao " me..i was so sad...why would someone whom u trust and get along so well suddenly turn against u...? the felling was just undiscrible...damn heart broken...

although i have many bro and sis now...but which one is true hearted...? which one is fake...? i cannot tell...and i dun wanna tell...knowing the answer makes me fell more sad...more sorrow...sometime...knowing too much is not a good things...but one thing i sure wanna know...

TAY BI WEN...MY ONCE GOOD BROTHER...WHY U SUDDENLY CHANGE UR ATTITUDE TOWARDS THE ONCE U CALLED BROTHER...? IS THERE ANYTHING THAT WE CAN'T JUST SEAT DOWN AND SOLVE...I DUN CARE IF U TREAT ME AS BRO NOW..EVEN FROM THE PAST...EVEN IF U DUN TREAT ME AS ONE...JUST TELL ME...AND I WANNA KNOW WHY U CHANGE SO MUCH...IS THERE ANYTHING BOTHERING U AT THAT POINT OF TIME...?

back to blogging le...THANK TO TAN LITING !!!

cos she say i everytime reply tag and nv blog...KNS..

lol..k la..oso cannot neglect my blog mah...so ya...blogging now lor...

nothing much la...been packed wif sch work...

D & T folio...tons of homework...plenty of remedial...

just make me more stress as time goes by lor...

haiz...I NEED TO RELAX !!! I WANNA SING !!! I WANNA DANCE !!!

anyone to accompany me to sing , dance and drink..?

ah di alex will accompany me drink de...ans xiang di di oso...

haha..so nice of them...alex...pub-ing this year ya...promise...?

well...relationship problem of my close one been bothering me...

the A and the MG just making me worry...and sad...

watever i say...they just dun do..and dun listen...

wat for i say so much when they dun even take in my words..?

well...i though of letting everything go...just mind my own business...

but too bad..i can't....i just can't leave them alone..

both are just not mature enough to think...wat can i do...?

i scold...i beat...i try the soft and the hard way...

but to nothing....nothing have change...for the better...

tings are just getting worst everyday...is my method wrong..?

does the problem lies on me...? or both of them...?

am i busybody...? am i no one to interfere their problem...?

i think so bah...i just wanna let u al two do wat u all wan...

but lastly...u all prove me wrong...frankly speaking...

making me more worry is wat u all show to me...

irresponsible and immature is wat u all show to me...

i'm not scare of offending anyone...

to A and to MG...if u think i'm wrong...kay po or watsoever...

just tell me...the most i just mind my own business...

u all do wat u wan...snce wat i say or do make no use...

fine...next time got problem...solve it urself...

dun come and complain and wat...i'll just slap the 2 of u...

sure i will do that...by all mean say i cruel or mean...

I DUN GIVE A FCUKING DAMN NOW !!!

oh man...i was damn hell nervous today lor....

FIRST TIME INVITE GOD !!!!

my shi fu going for reservice for 3 weeks...and this 3 weeks...

I GOING TO STAND ALONE FOR 3 WEEKS !!!

well...things go quite well...i think...and hope so...

but forget to do one thing...I FORGET TO PRAY TO DOOR GOD !!!

lucky got ah koon kor to guide me along...

thanks to him...today consider as a merely success...

well...ppl look down on me...say i will not succeed...

BUT I HAVE PROVE THEM WRONG...

I CAN DO IT...ALTHOUGH ITS NOT PERFECT...

BUT I HAVE DONE MY BEST...AND I PUT IN HEART...

those who think u can do better...PROVE IT !!!

MeTaLLiCaL NiCK
ViNtAgE mE
tHe B aNd tHe N
ThE B aNd tHe N aGaiN
NEiThER BaCk nOr wHiTe
cLoSe uP dUdE
jUsT mE

this is my journey for today guys and gal...

suppose to go sch today....but nv wake up...end up nv go sch...

then sleep till 10 plus...discipline master called my parent...

hack care him la..ask him go die...

then sleep till 1 plus...prepare to go chinatown...

took 190...i-pod nano accompany me thw whole journey....

reach hock hai around 3 plus...

graffitti and tong peng was in ah hock uncle's shop...

bought prawn mee there...eat till so full...

then stay in the shop till 7 plus...

took tutu for my shi fu kai xian hong...to be given to ah huay aunty...

then 7 plus le...brian msg me...and i met him at cityhall MRT...

went to walk around...wanting to find a place to eat...

walked from marina to explanade...still finding place to eat...

lastly go lao pa sa eat...ate damn hell lot of things lor...

2 ppl eat one carrot cake...and one ramen...2 set of bento...

drink is sugar cane and coke...siao lor...but still not full...

went around...from citylink mall to boat quay...

JUST TO FIND MOCHI PEACH !!! my favourite...

then walked to clarke quay to take 190...listen to song on the way...

brian going to come my hse later...to take controller and cable...

and to play samurai warrior 2...lol...

see ya....tata...take care !!!

finally..back to sch on the 3rd of january 2007...first day of sch...so good to see my bros and sis again...although some have gone to ITE...so sad...nothing much on the first day...been listening to crap spoke my teacher...heehee...pleaase lor..i've been listening to all these crap for 6 years !!!

ya..went to class...sian lor...class was located at the first floor...KNS...damn near to the office...haiz...teacheer talk talk talk...we listen listen listen...wanna sleep lor...but ya...nv sleep cos wanna left a good impression on my new teacher....( well i always have a good impression on every teacher )...lol...

finally can go home le lor...but that stupid ah chui ask us to stay back for some talking...%$^%%#$*)*^*&^%...then principal oso wanna talk to us regarding our result for N level last year....she is not pleased...haiz...who wan that lor...dun care la...rush home like hell and...SLEEP !!!!

4th january 2007

well...did not go to school today...very tired and lazy to attend school...ah di alex came to meet me at my block...going to take MC together at CCK polyclinic...reach there about 7 plus bah...wait and wait lor...for registriation...then finally see doc liao...took medicine for stomach upset...and flu...piss off lor..the medicine for flu cost me 20 over bucks !!! haiz...gonna claim from mum later...

went my house after that...cos its too early to go CMPB...for our army things...play game..then after awhile i went to sleep...ah di play final fantasy 10 lor...then i sleep till 1 plus...then go CMPB...took MRT there....then taxi...finish liao then went back....ah di went home...i went back to temple...to do things...took 188...then transfer to 302...reach temple liao finally....5 plus le....they already finish burning the incease paper...then eat le....GO HOME !!!

wanted to go buy textbook for school de...but lazy and tired...and raining oso...haiz..think tml ask him to accompany me go buy book bah...see how lor...tml will end sch at 12.30...so happy !!!