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Thursday, July 03, 2008

Life is like a book . There are many many chapters , regardless its good , bad , happy or sad . Up and down , is the climate , just like life , up and down , exactly like roller coaster ride . I don't believe in smooth sailing throughout your life chapter though .

Usually book starts with good starting , which is the beginning of my life , and also the starting of my trouble . As time goes by , many thing happened , which makes what i am today . Good or bad ? Up to my love one , friends , family to see and judge .

I'm quite a fortunate person to be born in this family . So do my sister . Since young we get what we want , we do what we want . Everyone try their best to give us the best . My sister is talented in drawing , and she's getting a deploma in La Salle art school . I wish her all the best . And me . i'm continuing working towards my dream , to ba a chef . I don't wish to cook for rich people , neither do i wish to cook for nobility . All i wish is to cook for two person . My dad and my mum .

From a immature small boy to a young adult , it takes a long time and many thing for that ' evolution ' to happen . Consider a strong boy maybe , due to the environment i'm living at since young . My family is very average , but my dad makes it a cosy environment for us . I fully understand how he feel during that time . My mum was a ordinary housewife back them . Need not worry about income , need not work . But now , both of them have to work very hard , real hard . To clear debts , to support us , to pay this and that . All these is easy to say than done . They have grow old already , really .

Character comes in and goes out of my book .good or bad , close and unclose . Those are memories . Frankly speaking i have more sweet memories than bad one . At a point of time , my thinking is very negative . Due to some people and some ' scene ' , i learn to remain positive . Once a girl told me : " You want to remain negative , and think that everything is against you , or you want to change , and think that everything is nice for you ? " . Just a simple sentence like this changed my mindset , my thinking . words are powerful , it depends on when you use it and how you use it .

I use to have this girlfriend and my bestie . She taught me a lot of thing . We used to talk happily on phone , and face to face . We can talk about everything under the sun , for hours and hours . Due to my stupidility and reckless behaviour , she left me , mentally . We hardly talk now , we hardly contact . Our conversation always end less than 10 sentence . I tried to show that i'm sorry , but its too late . Once a chapter is closed , it is closed .

Life still have to go on . Just like a race . Complete the race no matter what happen . If you fall , stand up again and continue . And human is just so cheap .When thing starts to happen then people start to apologize . Starting to think . When a thing happen , they starts to blame this and that , and will start to say : " should have done this/that earlier on . " Never to think about the consequence and the outcome . I'm such a person . And now , i've learned how to ' visualise ' and think about the consequence . The biggest mistake i've made it to hurt you over and over again my girl .

Our chapter has already end ? or it hasn't ? I'm waiting for a reply .

How fragile human can be ?

2:23 AM






The Owner

Nicholas Thng Fu Jie

With several nickname :
- Monkey
- Zebra
- Nicky
- Ah Jie
- Chipmunk
- Xiao Bai
- Da Lao Shu
- Number 11

In my sweety 20
NSF of Civil Defence
D.O.B ~ 23 march 1989

Horoscope - Aries

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Characters

Just a unusual person
with a very bad temper
and bad characteristic
but he treasures everyone
especially friends and family

He who is very stubborn
never say sorry
never say die
never give up
never surrender


Adores

love to sleep a lot
love to disturb other
love to run around
love to talk nonstop
love to sing alone
love looking myself
love to piss people
love to eat nonstop
love to take bus
love alcohol a lot
love mahjong-ing
love listening to songs
love gambling
love my baby
love my family
love my buddy
love my bitches

Abhors

loneliness
troublemaker
promise breaker
8 legged freak
burst balloon
unglam hair
being lookdown
being questioned
taking MRT and LRT


Scream


Friends

Adi
Ah Jia
Angelina
Alan choo
Allester
Andy Lim
Andy Toh
Arron
Arvel
Atticus
benjamin Toh
Bi Qin
Cecilia
Chiao Jin
Chuan
Colin
C.S Black Monkey
Da Jie Elaine
Damian
Daniel
Dave
Delon
Desmond Peh
Diyana
Don Chua
Edmund
Elaine Seah
Eugene
Eugenia
Faradina
Felicia Lim
Garry Lim
Garrick
Geswin
Grace
Guo Xiang
Hairul
Hellven monkey
Huei Bao
hui Ying
Iwan
Jack
Jake
Jaryl
Jason
Jason The Chef
Javier
Jeffery
Jelyn girl
Jia Li
Jing Da
Joel Tan
Joey
Jolith Goh
Jovan
keith
Kenneth
Kelvin
kimo Ren
Krinz Teo
Kwai E
Li Duan
Li Ting
Li Ting 2
Lin Yin
Louis Lye
Lye Huat
Mei Gwan
Mei Lin
Mei Qin
Melvin
Ming De
Nicholas
Nickeline
Nizham
Oliver James
Pauline Teo
Pei Ching
Pei Pei
Rees
Rodney
Shalom
Shamirah
Shao Wei
Shaun
Spyronze Chou
The 6 Sister
Tino Tan
Vernon
Veronica
Wan Zhen
Wayne
Wei Xiang
Wei Zhi
Wen Ji Hong
Wen Xuan
Weng Guan
Wilson Siloso
Yc boy
Yan Ting
Yao Khuan
Ying Xin
Yoke Hong
Yu Xiang
Zick Ong
Zuo Yi

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Keeps Getting Better (Booth Pimps Remix) - Christina Aguilera
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