Saturday, April 25, 2009
When there are no problem , everything is fine . When problem comes , its like tsunami , non stop . He's confused now , of what to do and how to do . Too many problem just come at a time , financial problem , family problem , health problem , and many more . Seriously , my pay can't support myself already , lets alone helping my family .
His health is like usual , from bad to worst . and now , worst than worst . Headache , slight fever , flu and cough . Everything just come at a shot . He can't sleep at night , cos it will cause headache . He can't sleep in the afternoon , cos the weather will cause headache too . If he don't sleep , headache will come too . Anyone can teach him what to do ? If eating 6 extra penedol can't help , i don't think there's any other way already . He's in a state of desperate to find out what's wrong with him actually .
And his backache show no improvement . I'll be taking my slipdisc result in a few weeks time , to see whether he need a operation or not . How he wish he can just go for the operation if it can really cure him , cos backache is not as easy as you all might think .
And he'll be seeing specialist for his issue on hisheadache on the 21st of May . Hope everything is fine . WIsh him luck everyone . And , i can't smile for the time being . Don't ask why , his temper will be very hot for the pass few weeks till ' everything ' ends . It like this , and always like this .
He don't wanna give up , and he will never give up . He won't cry , and he will never cry . This is the path that he chose , and he have to walk every step , be it stairway to hell or heaven , he made the decision for every steps .
*Thanks for being there for me . really appreciate it alot . Loves mel .
His health is like usual , from bad to worst . and now , worst than worst . Headache , slight fever , flu and cough . Everything just come at a shot . He can't sleep at night , cos it will cause headache . He can't sleep in the afternoon , cos the weather will cause headache too . If he don't sleep , headache will come too . Anyone can teach him what to do ? If eating 6 extra penedol can't help , i don't think there's any other way already . He's in a state of desperate to find out what's wrong with him actually .
And his backache show no improvement . I'll be taking my slipdisc result in a few weeks time , to see whether he need a operation or not . How he wish he can just go for the operation if it can really cure him , cos backache is not as easy as you all might think .
And he'll be seeing specialist for his issue on hisheadache on the 21st of May . Hope everything is fine . WIsh him luck everyone . And , i can't smile for the time being . Don't ask why , his temper will be very hot for the pass few weeks till ' everything ' ends . It like this , and always like this .
He don't wanna give up , and he will never give up . He won't cry , and he will never cry . This is the path that he chose , and he have to walk every step , be it stairway to hell or heaven , he made the decision for every steps .
*Thanks for being there for me . really appreciate it alot . Loves mel .
4:54 PM
Monday, April 20, 2009
Been so busy recently , with my temple having grand celebration on the mid may , which will last for one week, and my sucky schedule in NS , i have lesser time to spend with my love one . Really felt so bad and miserable without love one beside me . And meeting my dear is what i'm looking forward to everyday .
And i finally got my left ear pierced , after saying it for a long time . Finally i got a picture of my piercing after so many time of trying , but i still look ugly in the pic , cos of my pimple outbreak . ARG !!!
And i finally got my left ear pierced , after saying it for a long time . Finally i got a picture of my piercing after so many time of trying , but i still look ugly in the pic , cos of my pimple outbreak . ARG !!!
7:42 PM